[cocosmumNco]

morning all hope u r well?
its great to be back i've missed u all so much. this month has been like a break for me cause me and paul did split for 2 weeks so i missed ov but hes back now and i'm hoping next months my month. its crazy though i know i missed ov cause we didn't bd till cd20 first time all month lol but stilll hoping lol think i would be even ifwwe hadn't bd at all. i didn't notice ov this month maybe i didn't cause of the stress but i'm expecting a 31 day cycle.
have a good day all
michelle

[Pollyf]

Hi Shell and everyone to follow,

Glad to go on this morning and see you Michelle, glad you and Paul have worked things out, here's to some bfp's in the very near future for this board.

Well Gordon failed his part 3 of the test, he was quite down last night about it, but it really is very hard to pass first time only a 28% pass rate, i've told him not to worry about it he'll pass next time, which the examiner actually told him, so i took him out last night for a meal to cheer him up.

also i phoned the hospital yesterday about my appt last week, the new consultant is female and very nice, i told her exactly how i am feeling, that i feel very let down with the hospital as one registrar told me i would be getting clomid and possibly iui if it didn't work, at no time did he tell me i wouldn't get any help or referred onto the assisted conception unit if all our tests were clear, i told her that at first i actually felt as if we were finally going to get help and i felt very positive but after last weeks appt with the consultant who has now retired may i add, that i feel very let down and stressed, she is going to speak to the doctor who did my tests to see if she can prescribe clomid, the clomid might produce multiple eggs which then might increase my chances of a bfp, she is going to call me today to let me know, so fingers crossed.

Anyway that was a long daily chat, i'll catch up with you all later.

Pauline.

xxxx

[sylph21]

Good morning Michelle, Pauline, and all to follow!!!

Michelle, it's so great to have you back!!! Sorry about no bd'ing at ov time. Maybe next month will be your month.

Pauline, Sorry about Gordon't test. Hope you enjoyed your meal. Glad to hear about your news about the hospital. Hopefully everything will start to work out for you.

As for me, I'm back. I'm still heartbroken, but not as bad. Me and AJ have decided we aren't gonna try this month. Want to give me time to deal with what has happened. May start to try again next month, may not. Don't really know yet. Only time will tell.

Lotsa luck, love, and babydust to all!!!

Taylor

[Pollyf]

Im thinking of you taylor, i really hope you will be okay, just give yourself time, dealing with a m/c is hard at the best of times but when you have been ttc as long and as hard as you have, its even harder to deal with. cry when you want, as often as you want and feel free to come in here and shout and basically just take out your frustration on us, thats what we are hear for. Take care.

Pauline.