Goodbye.

rinty68 · #1 June 1st, 2007, 12:27 PM

I am completely devastated and heartbroken.
DB and i have broke up today.
He admitted that he does want to be with me, but he does not want IVF this yr and maybe not next.
Infact he said he does not care at all, if we ever have a child.
After 3yrs ttc and dreaming of my own family and how happy we would be, this has broken me.
I am going to lose the man i love, my home as i cannot afford to keep the flat alone, my chance
of being a mum and also all you girls and JM.

I am leaving JM,
I have no place here anymore.
I will miss all of you wonderful ladies, so,so much and it breaks my heart to leave you all.
JM has been my 'oasis' for so long now and i have loved being here.
It is the place i felt most at home with my problems and struggles and i have loved being co host here.
I am so sorry i am leaving you. I cannot stop crying and cannot even look at my blinkies without
being so utterly sad. Everything i have wanted has gone and i don't see any point in this life anymore.
I have NOTHING anymore. completly nothing.

I wish all of you ladies, every luck in your journey .
I am too upset to post anymore. I want you ALL to get those babies and be Mothers.

Thank you for allowing me to really feel 'part' of things for the 1st time in my life.

God bless you all and Goodbye.

Sarah.

BobbiC · #2 June 1st, 2007, 01:42 PM

Oh Sarah. I am so sorry sweetie. Big

to you. I hate the fact that you feel you need to leave us but I do understand. Maybe after some time you will come back to chat or just say hi.
I don't know all the right words to say but just know I am hear if you need to talk.

shez26 · #3 June 4th, 2007, 01:02 PM

Sarah, im so sorry honey! i wish i knew what to say but i know words wont help. i only hope you find some answers and that your dreams are fulfilled.

Sheryl
xxx

Ps. I hope you come back at some point, just to say hi

Blue Eyes 409 · #4 June 5th, 2007, 06:23 PM

Sarah OMG I am so sorry that you are going threw this. I will PM you my email so you can keep in touch!

HopeToBeAMom · #5 June 6th, 2007, 09:01 AM

Sarah, oh no, I'm so sorry it has come to this. I knew you said you were having problems, but can you guys try counseling or will he not go for that? I don't know how old you guys are, but is he having some sort of midlife crisis? I am so sorry to hear this. You've been there for all of us all along. I was so rooting for you to get that BFP. If you dream of being a mother, please don't give that up, you may just have to get there a different way. Let us know if we can do anything for you.