[Pollyf]

Hi Girls (Michelle & Taylor) hope you don't mind me starting the chat today.

Sorry i've not really been on since last week, things have been very hectic here, gordons nephew 4yrs has been in Yorkhill Hospital with a kidney disease, sorry can't remember the name of it but his body was all swollen, apparantely his body is not retaining any protein, which is making his body then swell up, Odemia.

We have been up every night since last week after work, but thankfully he's out now so hopefully life can return to normal, my sil needs to monitor his fluid intake, check his urine every day and he will now be on steroids and different medication until further notice, she must also watch his salt intake so she is going to have to try and be very careful when cooking and also now allow him to eat a lot of processed foods.

Anyway, on the ttc front, i think i may ov on between Saturday to Monday so i'll be tying Gordon to the bed at the weekend and taking full advantage. My friend has also been taken into hospital, she is booked for a c-section tomorrow but started taking pains last night, so baby should be born either tonight but definately by Tomorrow. Really looking forward to holding and seeing the baby but kind of dreading going up to the ward, just know it's going to be emotional, i'll need to put on my brave face while i'm there, anyone any tips on how to do it.

I hope your are all okay and look forward to catching up with all your posts.

Tracy: lmao at you going and trying maternity clothes, i've been looking at them and i saw a really nice pair of combats and thought about buying them just in case, dh was with me and wouldn't allow me to do it.

Michelle: What course have you signed up for? and how are you getting on, any further on with the ttc plan
Happy Anniversary to you and Paul, i hope you have a great day today.

Taylor: How's things with you, hope ttc for this month is going well, let me know how you are.

Amanda: Are you still booked on the seat next to me for the white knuckle ride of the ttc rollercoaster, it's going to happen soon.

Pauline. xxx

[cocosmumNco]

hi all hope u r well?

pauline- so sorry to hear about your nephew glad hes on the mend. i hope u catch the eggy this weekend.

tracy- hows it going praying shes not got u yet

well told my mum about us adopting yesterday and she didn't seem to happy about it but i spoke to her today and shes all for it. been doing alot of thinking and alot of reading and i think this is the way i want to go. it makes sense i am really fed up of ttc its just not happening neither will it while i'm up tight about it. so i'm gonna start the adoption and go back on to contraceptions accidents do happen u never know while i'm concerntrating on this it may just happen but if it doesn't its ok cause i'm looking forward to adopting and want to do it either way. some child out there needs us to give it a better life. me ttc is a sign this is whats meant to be. i would like a baby but know theres not alot of chance of that so gonna try for in the 0-2 range and a girl if poss not that i'm bothered either way but we only have a 2 bed. see how things go.
have a good day all
michelle

[Pollyf]

Hi Shell,

It really is good you have something else positive to focus on, and as you say, while your focussing on one thing a bfp may just come along when your least expecting it, are you going to start joining one of the other boards or are we going to be able to keep you here, after all you are still trying, listen to me, being selfish, we just don't want to lose you. I hope things really work out for you, but i have a really strong feeling things will happen when you least expect it. Was your anniversary good?

I hope Paul is still being nice to you!

Pauline.

[cocosmumNco]

i'm staying here aleast till u lot go. paul is still being nice