[rinty68]

Hi ladies.
I am sorry i have left it so long to check in, but my life is a mess right now and i could not
face coming on here, knowing that i am not ttc myself.

So basically as a update with me...Ex DB is in spare room whilst we wait for him to find another
place which is a VERY hard situation. I have been such a regular at the bar near where i live
that i slept with the barman a few days ago...BIG mistake and i wish it had never happened.
It was far too soon and pathetic really. I have been drinking far,far too much. Every nite infact.
Heavily. I am going to Lanzarote with my best friend on the 21st though which i am looking forward to.
I need the break from this mess, which is my life right now so i can think were i go from here.


So enough about my pathetic life, i would LOVE some updates from you girls!!

Any BFPS? Any good news??

I truly do miss you all and im sorry i seldom come on here anymore.
Just finding everything much harder than i ever thought. Please forgive me?

Sarah xxx

[jdecke04]

Ladybird,
I am sorry you are having a rough time. Just remember drinking will not make your problems go away. Some times drinking can make you do things that you regret and cannot take back. The reason I am telling you this is because I had a friend do the exact same thing. Keep your head and make the best of what you currently have. I know it can be hard. And yes I know its easier said then done. But keep your chin up! There are more fish out in the sea that would love to have you and make you a mommy one day!

Good news! I had an IUI done last Monday so hopefully I will be testing this upcoming week. I really hope this works. I will keep you posted.

If you ever need someone to talk to let me know.

Jena

[Blue Eyes 409]

Sarah,

I have been wondering how you have been. I am so sorry that you and him are not going to be able to work it out I was really hoping that he would change his mind. But Jena is right drinking will not solve anything I know it may make you feel better that night but all it does is give you more regrets the next day.

I really got my heart broke a few years ago and I really did not think I would find anyone I was giving up on ever being able to have a baby because I had been single for so long. But JR walked into my life and now I have a sweet baby to show for it. Just keep your chin up and he will find you.


(((((Sarah))))