[vwprincess28]

Ok, so let me start by saying it has been one of those days! But anyway, when our son was born 5 years ago, he was a hand full! He had a bad case of thrush, had clogged tear ducts, and was colicky all in the first 4 moths of his life. And on top of all of he was not (and is still not) a great sleeper. He just started sleeping through the night in the past year! Needless to say we decided long ago not to have any more children.

But then something changed for both of us last year and realized that we would love to have another child. And we wanted to do it now before our son was too old to care about a younger sibling and for our own reasons.

So when we decided to start tying last year we also decided not to tell everyone because we didn’t want the constant “are you pregnant yet” and all of the unsolicited advice! Well my sister-in-law felt the need to call me this morning and tell me about a dream she had last night about how I we had another baby and what he looked like and yada, yada, yada! And if that was not bad enough she had to tell me that 2 more people we know are pregnant!!! I know it is not her fault because she does not know we are trying and I am not upset with her, but it just makes me feel even worse. And to top that off today is CD 32 and I have no idea when my period is coming or if I should even think that I might be pregnant! I have a call in to my dr office because the last few months I have not been able to calculate or come close to tracking my period correctly. My body is going
crazy

Today I am having a “Why not me day” and needed to vent. Thanks for listening to my go on and on. It is wonderful to have a place where you can vent and others can say they know how you feel.

Been there hun. I am sorry your having one of those days.

[MountainMomma]

I understand completely hun. Sometimes we just have to let it out. TTC is a very emotional time, and can often be a heartbreaking time..... especially if things don't happen as quickly as we would like them too. We've all been there before, and it will get better, even if it doesn't feel like it will!

[mama2Hannah&Leah]

Just want to chime and say that I'm sorry

I know how frustrating it can be, I just found out a couple weeks ago that my sis-in-law is pregnant with her second and while obviously I'm super excited to have a niece/nephew it is also a little heartbreaking that I can't get pregnant myself. I know they have not been trying that long either and I am on cycle 15 and pretty sure I'm out this cycle.

I did finally get to the OB and we are started to run tests to see whats up. I don't know how long you have been TTC, but have you considered seeing a Dr. yet? I feel tons better just knowing I will find out more information about what is going on and why I'm not getting pg..

[jdecke04]

I am sorry hun. We have all been there at one point and time.