Ok, so I started my period last night

This makes the 12th cycle for us and still nothing!!! I am going to see my OB/GYN on Friday to see where we need to start and what we need to do. I want to at least get me periods regular because this month my cycle was 43 days. They just seem to be out of control. I never know when anything is happening anymore. Hopefully my doctor will be able to give us some insight. But I am a little scared. Part of me has this fear that he is going to tell me something is wrong with one of us and that is why we have not been successful yet. But I am ok with whatever happens. I am thankful and truly blessed that we have a beautiful little boy and if that is all we are meant to have then that is the way it will have to be!