Haven't posted in awhile and Never in here

WalksonWater · #1 October 29th, 2007, 03:15 PM

Hello.

I posted awhile back in TTC and Christian boards. Stopped posting b/c I was getting too obsessive. I'm calmed down a bit now. It's still hard (even though I already have 2). Things I'm doing that aren't the same as I was doing:

1. I'm not POSing until I'm late. I didn't understand why everybody said wait and don't pos all the time. Now I understand. I'd pos 10dpo and then be completly depressed until she came. At least when you test only 1 day till she shows you are getting ready to start the cycle again....don't know that that makes sense to anybody but it does to me!

2. I'm not trying to see when I'm Oing...doesn't matter...when it's suppose to happen ~ it will.

3. I'm not temping...I'm not internet searching to get "signs"

I am still hoping, still wishing, still thinking and praying..........

Just miss some support ~ so hello.