[CandiceW]

Afternoon,

Well today I called my obgyn's office to see if my dr can call me this evening.. and the MOA told me that she will not be in the office till Thursday. I just broke and started crying. I am getting really impatient lately and just want to get some answers. I have just been feeling so hopeless and have been crying a lot lately. I really want a baby and it is taking so long... I really don't know what to do to cheer myself up or give myself the hope I had so early on in TTC. How do you deal with all of this? How do I get out of this horrible place I am..feeling down, impatient, angry, irritated, & just outright bitter about everything
I have had 3 failed cycles on Clomid and am not on a break to get a HSG gone.. that is scheduled for this Thursday and dh had his S/A done on Sat, just waiting those results...
I also had my prolactin drawn and it went up since June.. it was 30.4 then and now it is 35.0.. all of this is so frustrating. I just want to get pregnant already. I will be asking my obgyn whenever I talk to her that i would like a referral to see a RE in the new year.

Thanks for listening to me

[LaniR304]

Hi Candice!
We are about on the same schedule--I just started my 4th round of clomid. I see a new OB/Gyn in a few days and am really looking forward to that.
I almost broke down at the store on Sunday when I realized that the pharmacy had already closed for the night. It was CD3 for me. I just wandered around for a little bit, in disbelief, that I had missed getting to the pharmacy on time. Ended up doing CD5-9 instead this time.
Hang in there--easy to say...but hard to do.
Vent as much as you need to. You are not alone.
Good Luck!

[Mum2three]

Hello, Hang in there...Everyone feels like that at one point. Your only human, time is your best friend right now. Find something that you love to do. Example mabey doing scrap booking, going on nature walks. something that your mind is to focused on. Its hard when u have been trying for so long, but keep your faith and your hope. You can do this. Your a strong person, that knows what she wants in life.

When your Doctor comes back in i would be the first phone call she answers..lol..Just tell her that you want to know whats going on..find out if theres something different you can do. thats what they are there for!

Hun, Im going to give you a HUG!!!

Brandy

[jdecke04]

Hun...Hang in there....I have felt this way one or another time through my long journey. I had 3 failed Clomid/IUI cycles and now we are doing IVF. I have been ttc for 5 years...believe me I understand what you are going through. For me it helped when I worked out on a regular basis or scrapbooked, anything to get my mind off of ttc. Keep your chin up! Best of luck to you! Keep us posted. If you need someone to talk to I am here just PM me.