[LindsLuvsSi]

So cycle #11 wasn't lucky #11 like usual for me...on to cycle #12!!! GRRRRRRRRRRR i'm crying my eyes out....emotionally torn and i'm in soooooooooo much pain....earlier when the cramps started but no AF, usually the bad cramps come after she shows, so I knew she was coming and DH was all like I'm going to take you to the ER....etc. I'm scared of drs, hopsitals etc more than anything...but that goodness the pain was AF related, most likely anyways as they feel like normal horrible deadly AF cramps that I hate sooooo much GRRRRRRRRRR i'm in sooo much pain right now!!!

I just knew she was coming and I knew not to get my hopes up cause I knew this wasn't our month.....

and to top it off my LP was 11 days this cycle!!! what?!?! what and how and why?!? cycle #10 was 14 days, and # 9 was 13 days and # 8 was 13 days, and # 7 was 12, and so on it hasn't been as short as 11 days since cycle 5 or so..so how and why did it change back to 11?!?!?!?!? I just don't get it!!!!!!!! Last cycle I took vitex the whole cycle, 1200 mg a day and this cycle I took the same amount but stopped after O day, could that have caused my LP to change back?? Should I take the Vitex my whole cycle until a BFP or AF shows?

If we're not pg this cycle, we have an appt scheduled in Jan with a RE...I didn't want to see one before Xmas....my goal/dream is to get pg before 2007 is over, so we can start off the new year pg...so this cycle is my last hope....

Any ideas about my LP sudden change?? or recommendations to do this cycle?? Thanks!! (i want my Xmas BFP!!!!!)

[jdecke04]

I am so sorry hun. Keep your chin up. I hope your appt in January goes well and you get your results quickly and have a 2008 baby. Keep us posted.

[Mum2three]

Awww, hun!! im so sorry. ttc can be hard on anyone. i just wish that it would happen for everyone asap! i want to see BFP! Try to take it easy, we are all here for you...no matter what. we all go through crying everything. i know i did..i was beating myself up over it. then i just figured nope im not giving up but im going to have more fun with the hubby and when it happens it will happen. Keep a clear mind hun. And in no time you will get your BFP!! we are all rooting for you!!

[Selene]

I'm sorryy you are in so much pain. You don't have a large fibroid or anything like that???

Huggs.

About your LP, yes most likely cause you stopped the Vitex after O. To increase the LP you need to take Vitex in your Luteal Phase so don't stop until you either get your BFP or AF.

There are more than some women who take Vitex throughout there 3rd month of pregnancy since it boosts progesterone.

Much babydust for this upcoming cycle.

[LindsLuvsSi]

Thanks for the hugs...I don't know if i have a fibroid my gyn or no one has told me anything...a friend thinks I have endo but my gyn woulda/shoulda felt something if i did but said i was normal except my uterus is back, i think she meant backwards, cause after doing research I have the symptoms of a backwards uterus (painfnul menstural cramps, some painful BD positions, infertility, so I'm thinking thats the cause.)

Thanks for the tip on the vitex, I plan on doing that, like the first cycle of vitex this cycle. hope it works again!

thanks for the dust too!!! i need it!!!