hey girls...I'm back from my appt......with bad news

but a lil good news too
well....the RE did a transvaginal ultrasound, said my uterus looks good as does my left ovary, but my right ovary on the other hand....he said it looks like it's ready to ovulate which doesn't make sense, since you just got your period...so we're going to wait till your next period to start the Femara. When you get your period again call back and we'll do another ultrasound to check this out again. Man I was soooo bummed I wanted to start the Femara this cycle!!! I was hoping and wanting to join the Oct. DDC, but not now!!
Then he checked DH's sperm under a microscope, his basic semen anaylsis and said they look great and let us look at them too! That was cool. Dh was def. proud of his lil swimmers!
Then....I mentioned about the faint positive HPT I got 3 days ago, my chart and temps and late period and said that's common, but then a light bulb went off and he's like that makes sense now with your right ovary and said that we had an early miscarriage and that it explains my right ovary. Which was devasting to hear a doc confirm we lost a baby
Other good news is...he didn't charge us!!!!! OMG we were so thankful and surprised!! We saved $350!!!!
So we decided we're not going to try this cycle at all, use condoms when BD jsut incase we got pg again and the same scenario happens. We don't want it to be a facious cycle all over again. So I hope and pray that come Feb we can finally start the Femara and get a BFP on the first try!!! Please God let that happen, let cycle #15 of trying be THE cycle!!!
So tomorrowe going for blood work. I asked about the progesterone check and he said once I get pg he prescribes progesterone anyways that's why he doesn't check it!

So that's exciting!
I have major mixed feelings....I'm so bummed we have to wait another cycle and we don't get an October baby. (I hope we have a baby for 2008 is over, that's the new deadline, last year it was to get pg before 2007 is over) I'm down and emotionally torn over the fact we lost a lil one

But I'm hopeful for cycle #15!!