So I had my last blood draw on Wednesday. I called today at 2 to see if I could get results because no one had called me back yet. The nurse practitioner called me at 5:05 and did not want to talk. I felt like she just wanted to get off the phone so she could go home. It's not my fault it took them 2 full days after they got the results to call me. I realize she's probably busy, but she didn't have to call after 5 and then act as if I was wasting her time with questions.
My hcg was back to normal. Thankfully.
I told her my doctor originally wanted me to come in this cycle a week after I O'd to test my hormone levels. She mainly wants to check progesterone. She hemmed and hawed over whether or not I should still do that this cycle and then decided I should wait. I asked if she could ask my doctor what she thought and then schedule the testing if the doc thought I could still do it this cycle. I've already waited over a year to get pregnant. If I wait another cycle it's at least 6 more weeks until I O again and then another week after that until I O. I don't want to wait that long. the NP said my doctor is on vacation this week and possibly next week, so I will have to wait until next cycle. She doesn't have next week's schedule because it's April and they don't have that month's schedule yet.
I was doing so well emotionally lately. I've been so positive, even knowing we probably won't get pregnant this cycle. I'm not doing so well after my conversation wit her. I am so ticked off that she acted like I was wasting her time. I'm ticked off that she waited until after 5 to call and then wanted to rush me through the call. I'm upset she gets to make the call that I wait yet another cycle to get my hormones tested. I can't believe I have to wait another 6 or 7 weeks

I called 5 weeks ago to see with my doc wanted to do so I could be proactive and not have to wait this long. I think I'm having a bit of a pity party right now. It's just getting hard to be positive all the time when I feel like I keep getting bad news. I haven't cried since I found out my hcg levels were diving and I was going to have a miscarriage. I got off the phone with the NP and started sniffling. Poor me