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Yesterday marks one year since I lost my first baby. I would have posted then but I was battling a nasty computer virus.
I don't even know what to say other than it still hurts. It's different and not as all consuming, but it's still with me.
I put flowers at his memorial spot and that helped. It just makes me so sad to look at his ultrasound pictures and know that he never had a chance. I just wish he had had a chance. I'm so grateful to be pregnant again, but this baby doesn't replace him. I wish I could have them both. I think I just need to let myself be sad about it for a little while.
The memorial is beautiful!!! definitely let yourself be sad, no matter how much time passes, we need to let ourselves be sad. no matter how many more babies we have, etc.... that sadness will always be there. I know my 1 yr angelversary was hard too. I was pregnant, but like you said, that never replaces our angel!!