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I'm kinda nervous. I have a WONDERFUL relationship with them. THe last time I saw them was about a week before I lost my baby boy. The last time they saw me, I was HUGELY pregnant. They were the first people I told last time, and this time. I know they are coming up specifically to see me. They haven't said as much, but I'm certain of it. They usually wait until Summer, when it's warm to visit.
They are supposed to arrive on March 17, which is my folks anniversary. It is also the day I go for my 1st u/s. I just want everything to be ok so we can have a nice visit. I feel like I can relax once we see a h/b.
I don't know WHY I'm so nervous about seeing them - I never have been before. Is it because they SHOULD be coming to visit their new great-grandson, and instead they are visiting their f'd up granddaughter who is pregnant AGAIN? I don't want to become the "not again" person in the family. All I want is 1 LIVE baby, and then I will stop, I swear. My grandmother had 4 boys, 2 of them twins. She carried all of them, even thetwins, to full term. Actually she didn't even KNOW they were having twins until they were born. U/S technology sure has come a long way since the 60's.
I just want this so bad, I'm afraid to get excited. I feel like I'm cheating my baby by not being totally gung-ho. I can't help it though.
I'm so confused right now. I'm trying like hell to be optimistic. I keep wondering if I did the right thing. ''