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  #1  
March 10th, 2012, 09:16 AM
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I hate pregnancy. I should be over the moon happy at another chance for a miracle baby. But I am not. I am angry, all the time. I am sad all the time. I got a nice camera for my birthday. but since my husband's job lied about a raise they were offering, I had to sell it to pay pills. It didn't go far and I still don't have enough for my prometrium. I only have 1 more day's worth.

I tried to get a video of Peter signing more today, and my iphone froze, and I missed it. Peter's first birthday is in 2 weeks, and I am not going to have a camera to catch it. He only turns one once, and I won't be able to capture it for my baby book.

I am not even sure what what my point is. I am just so sad today. Why am I not happy? I should be happy! These are such trivial issues, and they seem like the end of the world to me!
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March 10th, 2012, 09:24 AM
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I'm sorry you're going through all that. Pregnancy hormones don't help either. Does anyone have a camera you can use for his birthday?
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March 10th, 2012, 10:44 AM
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Hang in there hun....let me know if I can help at all. I might have a camera you could use...we could meet up if you want!
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March 10th, 2012, 10:56 AM
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Sorry you are going through all this. If we lived closer I would lend yu my camera. Sending yu lots of hugs.
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March 10th, 2012, 11:15 AM
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*hugs*

I get it
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March 10th, 2012, 01:31 PM
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Oh, I can relate. I am going through some things that are testing me as a person.

On a good note, I have an extra camera you can use until you are able to get one!! It is just a point and shoot, not a super fancy camera but it does take decent pictures. PM me your address and I will get it into the mail for you on Monday.

I wish I had progesterone to give you! Hopefully someone has extra left over they can send out. Maybe ask in the TTCWMA room and ask if anyone has any?
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March 10th, 2012, 02:03 PM
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I have some progesterone suppositories left over. Maybe just over a months worth or just at a months worth. They are 200mg a piece. If you want them you are more than welcome to them.

As for the camera, we do not have one either, so I feel you there. My iPhone is all I have too.
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March 10th, 2012, 04:36 PM
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Thanks you girls. I love you! I thought you were going to be annoyed with me for being such a whiner!
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March 10th, 2012, 04:51 PM
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We would never be upset with you about telling us what you are feeling. That is what we are here for.
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March 10th, 2012, 05:53 PM
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Oh heck, I whine ALL the time. In fact I annoy myself.

You my dear are not whining. Lol.
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March 10th, 2012, 09:57 PM
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Not annoyed at all. I totally get it.

Seems like a lot of employers lie about raises...that irks me I would be pretty upset with that.

I'd be feeling the same way...I've definitely had those moments before too.

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March 11th, 2012, 08:16 AM
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I also have some 200mg Prometrium left as well. I would be more than happy to send it to you! I'd love for it not to go to waste, those tiny pills aren't cheap. LOL
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March 11th, 2012, 08:44 AM
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Im sorry pregnancy is such a hard time and when you are dealing with money problems with it everything feels like the end of the world (trust me we are dealing with this as well).

Im sorry about the camera... start calling friends and see if someone has one you can borrow for his B-day.
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March 11th, 2012, 09:06 AM
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HUGS mama!! It's hard enough to go through pregnancy, when you haven't went through a loss but it's even more stressful when you've had a loss.

On a side note, you ladies rock!! Seriously!! I love how you all offer up stuff when a person is in need. That doesn't happen too much anymore these days .
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March 11th, 2012, 11:34 AM
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Camera is going in the mail to you tomorrow sweetie! We got ya!!
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March 11th, 2012, 11:45 AM
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WOW you ladies make me so proud to be in this room. I just love all the out pouring of love I see. I can't even count now how many times I have seen you share doppler's to calm down another PAL lady in need or send outfits or even boxes of clothing to the new baby's coming that are in need.
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March 11th, 2012, 07:23 PM
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Yep the ladies here are AMAZING!!! I know it's hard to stay positive but remember that's what we are here for!!!
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March 11th, 2012, 08:55 PM
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I hope you share some of his birthday photos with us! *hug*
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March 11th, 2012, 11:55 PM
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Darn pregnancy hormones, I'm tearing up reading all the responses you've already had!!! I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. Money troubles are always SO stressful, and to have to part with your brand new camera must have been really upsetting. As for the prometrium, is your OB able to give you any samples to get you by for a bit? I think it is wonderful the girls on here are offering their extras... hopefully the dosages they have are what you are currently taking so that you can take them up on their offers! Huge hugs to you... we're all in this together, and WHINING IS ALLOWED. But for the record, I don't consider your post to be whiney... you're going through a lot, and I'm glad you shared your feelings with us!
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March 12th, 2012, 02:41 AM
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Darn pregnancy hormones, I'm tearing up reading all the responses you've already had!!! I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. Money troubles are always SO stressful, and to have to part with your brand new camera must have been really upsetting. As for the prometrium, is your OB able to give you any samples to get you by for a bit? I think it is wonderful the girls on here are offering their extras... hopefully the dosages they have are what you are currently taking so that you can take them up on their offers! Huge hugs to you... we're all in this together, and WHINING IS ALLOWED. But for the record, I don't consider your post to be whiney... you're going through a lot, and I'm glad you shared your feelings with us!
I think it is more the norm in here for us all to reach out and help each other when we can... When I was pregnant Lori & Lynda (not a part of PAL but JM) sent me progesterone, Rebecca sent me a Doppler to listen to Scarlett to help ease my fears. I have gotten clothes and homemade things from Stacey, Lori, Courtney, Julie ect... There have been 5-6 girls from various boards that sent me Similac coupons. I try to give back as much as I can... I am just so proud to be a part of this JM community!!
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