[Sweetpea24]

My daughter had her 2nd birthday on the 13th, perfect day night before i was telling her dad to bring her and robbie her brother over cause he will be 1 on the 19th anyways so thought i would do it both together. He rote me at 2 am Thursday morning, little did i know that was the last time i was going to see, or talk to him.. (a reminder he is my ex boyfriend). Good day huh, I am really taking all this very hard, worse then my kids really, and there the one's that saw him fall to his death. No kid should ever have to see that, For me i can't stop crying at all, i can't eat or sleep, im haveing mini panic attacks, everytime i think about everything, It's so stressing, i know i got to stand up now take care of my 7 kids...

[EverydayJoy]

I'm so, so sorry. I can't imagine what you must be feeling right now!
Great big hugs to you and your kids. Do you have anyone who can come help you take care of them right now? Someone who can help support you? You might also talk to your doctor about it and see if they suggest anything as far as something to calm you down right now, maybe just to get you past the shock of this event.

[melissalaw]

I am so sorry. I can't even begin to imagine to know what you are going through. I'm sending you and your kids lots of thoughts and prayers. We are here for you if you need us. Again I am so sorry for what you are going through and for what your kids are going through.