
. Not planned, not even in the slightest, but here we go again. This time around, no meds for me. No prometrium. I have been on it for over the last 3yrs, which is no good for my hormone positive breast cancer. I have decided to let fate see this one through. I did have 4 kids previous to my loss's and my rainbow baby's, and none of their pregnancy's were with meds. It was always precautionary anyway with my last 3 due to the 3 loss's before them. I believe it were meant to be, then this will be. I do have an eary feeling that Im due for m/c and nothing will stop that, so lets see where fate takes us! Since my youngest is only 3mo, DH is getting the big V no matter the outcome. I already feel complete, so no matter the ending, we will never see pink lines again.
ETA: Im due 11/5. So this will be another October baby, and only 11mo between my last one. I go for betas on Monday and Wednesday next week as well as progesterone testing. I will be 13dpo with my first draw.
Update 2/22: Started spotting last night and still today. Nothing to bad, but my lines are getting lighter this afternoon. I think this will all be over by Sunday, then I wont need the beta's on Monday. Tomorrow's test will tell me all I need to know. I'd call it now, but this morning's was darker than yesterday's, but since then they have been lighter and my urine is very concentrated, so not that.