Dear Peanut:
I dont even know where to start. First of all I'm so anxious about you in there I can't stand it. I worry about you everyday and hope that everything is developing well with you. I don't even have you yet, yet I am afraid to lose you. Mommy just gets scared because when I had your big sister in my tummy I had a lot of health problems and it scares mommy to think that you will have to feel any discomfort or pain. When I told daddy that you were in my tummy he was so excited to hear that you were going to be with us. You will have a great big sister. She is only a little over 1 year old but she points to my tummy and rubs it and says "baby". She will be a great big sister. I haven't went to the doctor yet to see you but it will come soon. April 7th can't come quick enough because I feel comfort when I finally hear your heartbeat and see you on the screen. You are already so loved and you don't even know it yet