[brittneyrose825]

i was lucky enough the past 2 weeks to be on vacation and get to spend everyday with audrey. I go back to work on monday and im feeling very down and depressed about it. All i want to do is cry at the thought of leaving her . I wish i worked a better work schedule . i work 7-630 mon and tues and 7-530 wed-fri. I feel like ill miss so much with her. I miss her already and i still have two days left untill i go back. Ive cried like ten times. ugh. My boyfriend just says im being over emotional. i think im just sad to leave my lovey and afraid im going to miss her first steps and other fun things.

\boo sorry girls i just needed to vent it

[smika]

I'm sorry I hate being away from Derek for even a few minutes!

[MoMMy2*VictoRia*]

Awww! I'm nervous too when the time comes... I go back to work January 4th but will gradually integrate her in daycare in december!

[shell1981]

I worked when Ben was a baby, luckily he took his first steps at the weekend so i was there. I used to feel constantly guilty about working. Just think though you are heping her socially, she is forming attachments to others and making friends. I feel like Alex misses out on this because he is always at home with me. Even though i take him to play groups and play dates he is not forming that bond with the other children like they do in daycare. I worked when both Jay and Ben were babies and they are so out going and would talk or smile at anyone. Alex is so shy and his lip wobbles if any stranger talks to him.

[hearts.0nfire]

I'm sorry. That would upset me too. Even though I do get excited when she gets watched I always end up missing Darcy not too long after. I couldn't imagine with working.

[martilynne]

[Crystal3520]

So sorry, I can't imagine how difficult that would be.