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February 3rd, 2010, 10:29 AM
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I ama not sure what is going on with me but I am feeling horrible (emotionally). I found out another friend is pregnant - 21 weeks. She is due around when I would have been due with our third pregnancy but I don't think that has anything to do with my mood. I mean really I have had 4 due dates and 4 loss dates it really should be bothering me that someone else is due when i would have been. Almost every month there is a date I would prefer to forget so I don't think that is it. BUT I have been in tears since I found out. I cried myself to sleep for HOURS last night and woke up feeling like crap. Now I am back in tears... for what reason I have no idea. I just don't get why I can't get past all this. I hate reliving it over and over but I can't get the sadness to go away. I feel like I do really well for a while and then one small thing happens (a pg announcement, a baby commercial, anything really) and I am back to the same emotional mess I was with my first loss. I really thought I had things a bit more well in hand than this.
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February 3rd, 2010, 01:57 PM
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Michelle - have you ever had your thyroid levels checked? I was reading on your blog about your constant headache and you combine that with depressions/crying it is classic hypothyroid. Yes - I lurk on your blog

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February 3rd, 2010, 04:38 PM
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Thanks for the thoughts Kat. I did have my thyroid checked but that was a few months ago now. Everything was "normal". I have an appointment with an OB and I am sure they will be checked again next week.

Thanks for "lurking" on my blog. That is why it's there
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February 3rd, 2010, 06:51 PM
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HUGS... I know how easily... "triggers" can send me into depression, or into places.. I don't want to be in.... Try to keep your spirts up... It will happen for you I know it will!!
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February 6th, 2010, 11:22 AM
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I haven't posted here in forever but I know exactly how you feel Michelle. I am so sorry. I hope your next Dr appt brings some new answers with it.
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February 8th, 2010, 12:37 PM
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I'm sorry Michelle I've lost all words, it's so different each time and we're never prepared even *if* we've been thru it before we're not mentally or emotionally or physically prepared... we're not prepared for what the future holds or hands to us on any given day because there might be something out there that triggeres that deep seeded packed away grief that hid itself from us even. I don't know if that's what's going on... It's painful period. I'm sorry that it's effecting you so harshly lately and wondering how you're doing today? Are you feeling the teeniest bit better? (for lack of a better word )

I hope your appointment today goes well and Dr. Tankel looks into everything! Praying you get some answers, insight, help, knowledge and good care... Thinking about you Michelle, please update when you're able to!!!!
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