...I instead got the most God awful, straight from h-e-l-l post-partum AF ever. It's BAD. I can't stop bleeding through every freakin' thing I wear. Tampons, pads, mama cloth, clothing...I'm ruining it all. TMI but I have clots upon clots of gross stuff coming out of me. Not to mention that I feel like I want to die because I'm so tired and crampy. Yikes, if this is what my period is going to be like from here on out then someone just knock me up now so I can avoid it for another two year stretch

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My milk supply has also completely tanked. I am not sure that it's coming back. It's kinda put me into a position where I feel almost forced to wean. I'm not making really any milk and my nipples hurt so bad that I want to cry when he does nurse. I know it's temporary (or is it?) but I just can't handle it. And I don't know if i'll bounce back supply-wise once AF leaves. I kinda always assumed I would wean Miles around his first birthday but now that it's here I'm kind of sad to be in the process. I wish it was possible to just let him continue to nurse once a day, but I don't think my supply would be sustained that way.
Anyway, just rambling. I know I'm probably one of the last women in the
PR to get their AF back so this is old news for most of you. Especially since you're all knocked up again. Clearly your cycles are working juuuuuust fine

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