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232lbs BMI 36.3 12lbs down
2150 calories

I'm not too happy with todays calories. I bought muffins to toast for my daughter to try.. and I had 1 and half myself. Wont be buying these again as she wasn't that fussed anyway.

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233lbs 36.5bmi

Ididnt keep a count today of my calories cos i kind of cheated
I bought my daughter her easter egg but because she's too young for chocolate i ate it! I bought it for what you got with it so it wasnt like i just bought myself an easter egg or anything!!!

Well, there you go, my confession is out!
I cheated, but hey it was the first cheat in week 3, and I have been really disiplined till then. I think i'm doing well and that's all that matters hehe!

Anyway. back to the grind - carrying on tomorrow, back to being dedicated to the cause!

I also had a bit of a moment on Saturday, i got asked if my daughter was my grand daughter Well, I knew it would happen one day, I'm well old enough to be her grandmother! and that even if people didnt ask they must have thought it - so god, I really need to try and look younger and that can happen with the weight gone and I'm back in my normal clothes.

[rrm]

232lbs bmi 36.3
1600 calories so far

Luckily no damage done from yesterdays cheat!
I don't feel as though I'm actually going anywhere this week though. Only got 2 more eaty days till weigh in and although I did say I would be happy with 1lb a week loss, I just feel for the effort and the weight I am I could be achieving 3 and 4lb losses for a while yet.
It's 3 months till my daughters birthday and I would like to have a photo of us both together for the first time in a year! So I want to go serious for that amount of time at the least.
If I really stick in and am good I could be looking at losing 30 more lbs, maybe even break the 200's.
Yes will make that my goal - for my daughters birthday I want to be at 199lbs and I will buy myself something to wear for her party that fits nice.

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232lbs bmi 36.3
1700 calories

I don't feel I'm getting anywhere this week so took a photo this morning and I can see I am not so bloated anymore which is good.
Still got a long long road ahead of me but moments like this I need to see some progress happeneing!

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Ok my plan is I'll stick to these sort of sensible calories for another week and if things arent moving then I'll tryand do a week at 1200 and see if that starts things moving again.

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heres a comparison from when I started less than 3 weeks ago and 12lbs lighter



It's not much different but I can see some differences.

I can't wait to start dressing better lol. My wardrobe is full of lovely clothes! I feel a tramp and I am doing the classic fat person thing - wearing baggy, shapeless and unflattering clothes which probably add a good few pounds!!

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Not a good weigh in today, 235lbs
I hope this is just some false water weight thing going on. I would have to have had over 10,000 extra calories last night to mean I had put a few pounds on!! And I didn't do that!!!!

Measurements were good though.
Thursday nights measurements:

waist - 39 3/4" (- 1/4") (total 1 3/4")
thigh - 28" (- 1/4") (total -1")
calf - 18" (-1/2") (total 1/2")
wrist - 6 3/4" (-1/4") (total 1/4")
arm - 16" (-1/4") (total 1/2")
neck - 15" (-0) (total 3/4")

So looking good!

I got a letter today to go for a diabetes check as I had gestational diabetes so I want to wait till I've lost a bit more as it all helps with the results, but will get it done before Easter.

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Weigh in: 232lbs
1lb loss this week
12lb total in 3 weeks


and I got a body lotion matching what i got before as my reward.

My ''hopes'' for next Friday are to be at 229 and break the 230's.

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I'm going to change what I wear for the photos from now on as even if I lose another 20lbs I don't think you'll tell in those pants!!!
So I'll hunt out something more revealing for next time.

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Af started this morning adn I forgot to get weighed, so will wait till further in the week. I've been very hungry today so wouldnt like the results anyway!

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I'm giving this past week a miss and strarting afresh tomorrow, so no weigh in on Friday because I have been VERY bad! Ok I don't think I have ANY willpower when af strikes. I just felt really hungry and didn't care.

But let's look at the positives.... I CAN diet for 3 weeks out of 4, it's just this one week that gets me. So even if I lose 10lbs in 3 weeks and put 5 on in one week I am still 5lbs better off right?

The overall picture is what I have to focus on. Gosh even if I lost 6 in 3 weeks and put on 5 in one week I would still be a 1lb lighter!!

So weigh in a week on Friday, and I will try and redeem myself

[lovemyboysandabbey2]

ypu are doing great!! congrats!