[joyguide]

So I called and scheduled another ultrasound for tomorrow at my clinic - after DH and my huge blowup fight on Monday (and after a super stressful weekend leading up to the fight) I am just paranoid that my stress levels have affected this pregnancy. I wouldn't be so scared if 3 of my 4 previous losses hadn't been right after a big fight (two with DH, one back when I was 23 and with the guy I was dating). Yeah, might have been coincidence, but that's not good enough for me.

So my poor clinic had to figure out their scehdule to get me in. I hate being this high maintenance, but I'm really worried. I just want to see that little flickering heartbeat again!

Needless to say, I'm annoyed at DH since I had done everythign I could to thwart the fight by letting him know clearly that the stress was NOT good but no such luck.

Just had to vent! Thank you for listening

[Olivia&DelilahsMommy]

Sounds like you need to start ignoring DH. I do that when my DH is upset and I don't say a word when he's fighting and it ends just like that, snap of a finger.

Good luck, I really hope you get some answers with relief.

[ohnicole]

Ugh! Men!

Wouldn't it be nice if you could just have your own u/s machine at home?

[CuteName]

If there weren't women that needed them, they wouldn't have a job. Use those tests as often as you need to to make yourself feel better. This is all about you right now because you're the one baking that baby

I agree though that it takes two people to argue. Stop that stressful cycle now and try and find some ways to avoid conflict while you're pregnant if you can.