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September 23rd, 2011, 11:51 AM
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I'll get them this afternoon...hopefully in the next hour. I can't concentrate on work at all. I know I shouldn't have any hope at all, but I can't help it!
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September 23rd, 2011, 11:57 AM
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I'll get them this afternoon...hopefully in the next hour. I can't concentrate on work at all. I know I shouldn't have any hope at all, but I can't help it!
I know what you mean. I would have a hard time concentrating also. Your chart just looks so good. I can't figure out why your getting BFN's. Post when you get the news. Fingers Crossed!!
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September 23rd, 2011, 01:24 PM
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Bloodwork is negative. The next step is to get a SA done. Then I'll do an HSG & then yet 3 rounds of Clomid & IUI. I'm so glad I'm out of work in a half hour. My BF & I are going to a concert & staying the night at the casino so I'm really going to try to forget all this for the night & enjoy myself...after I cry all the way home, of course.
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September 23rd, 2011, 02:59 PM
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Sarah I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better. TTC is so hard. It just doesn't seem fair that women who don't even want their children get pregnant so easily and then somebody like you who is going to be a wonderful mother has a hard time. I know it will happen for you soon.
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September 23rd, 2011, 10:43 PM
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Melissa, you have no idea how much your words mean to me. Or actually, you probably do...because you've lived them. It is so hard. I feel so broken. I feel like a failure as a woman. And the killer is...I don't even know that it's me! My BF hasn't even had his SA done but I'm already blaming all of this on me. I guess in a way it's easier that way. I would rather carry that burden than have someone else do it. I just got back up to my room from the casino. I didn't do great. I started to lose (on penny slots, so luckily not a lot) and I suddenly saw it as a mirror of my life...losing...I am losing the TTC game and I lost at the slots. It hit me like a ton of bricks and I had to get away. I feel like I am just a big bad luck charm...like everything that comes near me is cursed. And the sad thing is...I don't care about winning money. The only thing I want luck with is TTC. All I want is my rainbow baby. And for some reason, some force...whether it is God or some other power...is keeping me from that. And I don't understand why. It is breaking my heart and my spirit. Oh crap! Now I'm being a major downer! I am SO sorrry!!
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September 24th, 2011, 06:30 PM
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Sarah I hope you are having a better day today. I'm so sorry that last night was so hard. Please don't feel like your a loser or that the failing at TTC is your fault. Did AF show up today? Hopefully she will show up soon and you can get started on your next round of Clomid. It really sounds like you have a great doctor who is going to help you get your rainbow baby. I hope so much that it happens this next cycle. I will be here for you everyday until it does happen. Helping in any way I can.

P.S. I always lose at the casino. I might as well just walk in hand them my money and then walk right back out..lol.
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September 25th, 2011, 08:22 AM
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AF showed today. I thought she'd show yesterday so I was really confused when she didn't. I have a feeling the vitamin B6 is what gave me such a long LP. Yesterday morning I just cuddled with my BF & cried everything out. It made me feel better. Yesterday was busy...we played more games at the casino and then we had a friend's birthday party to go to which was a lot of fun. Today is mega house cleaning day so that will be my exercise.

So now I'm back waiting to O. I talked with my BF and he didn't put up a fight about getting his SA. I explained that it makes more sense to do that before we do more invasive tests with me. Plus, he doesn't even have to go to a clinic to do it so he really couldn't find any reason to not do it. I am really impressed with my doctor and know she is going to do what it takes to help us. I just hope it happens soon. I won't go on the Clomid this cycle. We are waiting until after the SA and HSG. I think I'll do the soy though. I'm not sure if I'll do the HSG this cycle or wait until next. I need to figure it out soon though because I want to do it before I O.

Melissa, how are you feeling? Katie, how was the wedding?
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Hey ladies! I have so much catching up to do! The wedding was beautiful and I am so glad that it is over. My poor house looks terrible and I'm exhausted but they had a wonderful time and that's all that matters

Sarah I am so sorry AF arrived I know it sucks and feels like your body failed you. ((HUGS))

Melissa how are you doing? How is the morning sickness?
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September 25th, 2011, 06:28 PM
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Sarah I'm glad that BF is going to get checked out. Sounds like your BF is a really special guy. I'm glad AF finally showed up and you can get started on the next cycle.

Katie I'm glad the wedding was so wonderful. I'm sure you took some beautiful pictures.

My morning sickness has kind of become all day sickness. I got sick yesterday morning and yesterday evening. I do feel like this is a really good sign because it wasn't like this last time. I did manage to clean my house yesterday so that was my exercise. Today we kept the nursery in church and I definitely got my exercise playing with all those kids. It was alot of fun but it did wear me out.

I hope you both had a wonderful Sunday!!
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