Sorry I have not been on here as much. Things have been pretty crazy, I was on a bunch of meds, and not in the greatest mood. I didn't want to come on here and be a total downer.
I'm still in the hospital and will be until I deliver. They took me of all labor-stopping medicines on Wednesday with the tentative plan to let labor happen if it started. Well, it didn't take long for my contractions to come with a vengeance. I had a very rough 24 hour period of contractions and dilated all the way to 3.5 cm before the dilation seemed to stall. They sent me down to L&D and everything, but there was some confusion about my dilation...the nurse measured me at a 4, the ob said I was still a 3, 3.5. So the back and forth was confusing and the pain was hard to deal with. They ended up sending me back up to my room on the special care floor and monitoring me closely. I passed out again shortly after

and of course my room went into a frenzy. All of my vitals were ok except for low bp and a slightly high pulse. Cole handled the whole thing (even the contractions) wonderfully (thank goodness). They changed the plan and put me back on meds to stop the contractions, because apparently they weren't doing enough to my cervix but the pain and stress of them was hard on my body.
We will reassess this Wednesday, but as much as I don't want to be in the hospital anymore, I am kind of hoping that Cole can bake a few weeks longer. They will induce me at 37 weeks no matter what because of my fainting episodes, so that's only about 2 weeks anyways. I had a few rough days on mag again but am feeling better now. Being away from Chase and DH still sucks, but I am trying to be more positive and focus on 2 weeks from now. I can't wait to hold my little guy in my arms and take him home.
It has been a long, difficult pregnancy, but I know as soon as I see my little guy for the first time I will forget it all.
I am passing the time here by reading and online shopping

...our poor checking account!!! I will come on JM more now too..you ladies always help cheer me up!