[3Sapphires]

just wanted to give you a heads up, I have decided to need to go into more of a casual poster mode.

I've logged on several times today, and every time I come to the site my heart starts to race. I don't know why, I guess it just dredges up the "what ifs" and I am trying to be calm.

So far the kids are actually letting me be calm! ha!

My appointment is next friday, and I will update you, but I don't expect to be posting much.

As much as I am excited for all the babies that are starting to come into the world, I can't handle the anxiety - this sounds so corny - I know! But it is the truth.

I hope you all understand. <3

[Lyz]

sure we do, and you need to do what's best for YOU!

[CaliMommy]

We understand!!! If it's right for you, it's good enough for me!! <3

[Blessed Mommy Of 5]

I understand completely, Ami. It seems like time flew by these last weeks and now it's BABY-TIME

I'm looking forward to hearing about your upcoming appointment! Know that we are all here for you!

**HUGS** try to get some much needed relaxation in the mean time

[LuxRuin]

I know what you mean, I've had to do the same in the past.

Take your time. I hope it's what you need!

[Panda]

Hope that you can get some relaxing time in do what is best for you and your LO we all understand!!

[NYCgirl]

I hear ya! I have been popping on here a LOT just to see who has started. Things are going to start happening very quickly on our board!

[morethanamom4]

I understand Ami. I hope all goes well this next week. Hugs!!