[mum10]

Hi Ladies,

Well i got up to pee just once last night !! which is a drastic difference from the night before !

Anyway, for some reason im always worrying about miscarrying. ( im not gonna jinx it ). Everytime i feel something leak or drop its like my heart drops too and i get this feeling of nervousness and i run to the bathroom to check and nothing. Im always scared to go to the bathroom and see blood. Maybe im feeling like this bc the other night i had a dream that i woke up and i was covered in my blood ! I woke up in a shock breathing heavily and sweating. I guess since then i developed this paranoia about miscarrying. Im just dying to hit that 12 week mark in 1 week its stressing me. I wish i can stop feeling like this and just enjoy my pregnancy. To reassure me or maybe not, how probable is miscarriage at 11 weeks ?
I havent heard the babys hb yet, hopefully on feb 1st at my U/S so maybe thats another thing thats worrying me.

sorry wrong section ! :s