
well it all started suddenly
i had a dr appt on mo where i come to know that my bp is high like 140/90 and i m a good 3 cm dilated with 75 effaced soo she said lets get the baby out coz u r on ur way to laboour ....................... soo of f i went to the hosp , where they induce me .................. i was soo afraid but happily soo it didnt took soo long
first they broke my water and then started the pitocin and then i ws progressing
ittook me 5 hr to be fully dilated and then i have to push
mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn that is hard , coz i had epi and my legs were numb soo cant feel how to push soo the mid wife left me saying to stop the epi and i m gonna take long
sooooooooooooooooooooo

i was scared that i m never gonna push this baby out
but thankfully , when the epi was stopped i feel the pressure and man i knew exactly how to push i wanted to do sooooooooooo badly
soo iin abt 30 min i pushed him out
and he was there on my tummy
i CAANNOTTBELIEVE IT THAT I DID THAT coz it was soo un beliveable
keeping the baby inside and then 9 mon of ups and down i was clue less as of wat to do .................................................. ....with hadi on my tummy and then i started to cry i cried with happiness and thankfulness to god that made this miraclwe happen

he weighe 6 lbs and 13 oz and his lenght was 20 1/2inch he scoed good on apgar dont rem the values but ...................................
eversince he is born i feel a diif person inside me
i love him sooo badly that i did never imagined that i can lov some one
i dont want any harm to him............................ur children r that most wonderful present of god
i m soo glad to b his momy ......................he is doing well except for a mild jaundice he is doing ok

i wonder if u rs till reading it ............................... but i want to do it gain i know it is hard but becoming a mother is a feeling that is worth all those 9 months
i m posting his pics too i hope i do it right.........................
good luck to alla who have to deliver yet