Oh Marcie, thank you so much for thinking of me. This week has been so hard, that is without a doubt. It has also been busy. Whitley's funeral was Wednesday which was beautiful. It was the only nice sunny, warmer day we have had in a while and since too. It is cold again now. So, that was fitting. I can't even begin to tell you all how sad that funeral was. And that small casket............unfair and just heartwrenching.
Kim is doing okay-that is what kinda worries me. Her mom is in BAD shape and couldnt even make it to the funeral and has been in bed since that day. They are trying to get her to the doctor today.
I brought Kim the only Xanac we had in the house. I gave her half a pill as she was getting out of the van to the service, and she took the whole one that evening. She called me yesterday to thank me b/c she slept from 8:30-7:30 and felt so good. She said she hadnt done that in 3 years. That made me feel good. I have her convinced now that she needs to get to the doctor to get some of her own. She is working on it. I told her to start with the girl's ped.
Tomorrow is the girl's 3rd birthday.
They were going to go away for the weekend and take Kennedy to the aquarium, but Kim doesn't want to leave her dad with her mom in the shape she is in. Ugh..........
We have also had someone out to the house twice this week to give us ideas and possible prices on adding a bathroom downstairs and creating the Sydney Suite down here. It is time. This is hard, but necessary. So much going on.
I seriously am so exhausted it isn't funny. Last night I fell asleep on our bed while NIck was making dinner. All I want to do is sleep. I haven't been sleeping well as I keep thinking about Kim and/or the fact that Whitley is no longer in our world. I hope I can somehow get my thoughts around this.
I am sorry I have been MIA a little girls. I will be back, but I just kinda need some time on this one. Thanks for thinking of me.
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