I know, I hate photos of myself too even now when I am 13lbs from my goal weight. I am down from 180 to 148 and I still hate my pictures. I see every last flaw. I see the rolls or double chin and get so depressed. BUT when I see a pic of me at 180 and compare it makes me feel better. Maybe take a few pics of yourself and leave them on the camera. Then in a month take another set and then take them off. At least then if you are compelled to delete them you can see your progress before you do.