just wondering how everyones taking their pregnancies.

[sunshinealyssamichelle]

I really do LOVE being pregnant. I will love it even more when I feel the baby move. That is the most precious time. But, like I posted in the Loss of a Parent Board, I guess that I am a little afraid of being too excited. When I was pregnant with Ethan (my first and only pregnancy besides this one) at the end, my mom died and I truly felt responsible at the time. You know the circle of life? One person is born and another dies. I felt that if we hadn't gotten pregnant, my mom would still be here. But, I know NOW that it wasn't my fault and when it's someone's time to go, it's there time to go and there is nothing that we can do about it. But, I'm still nervous. We found out that we were pregnant and I started crying. I asked my husband, "Who are we going to kill off this time?" It's kind of become a real issue and I'm scared to get too excited. But, I do love being pregnant. Thanks for letting me share that.

[christina7777]

Good poll!!

To be honest, I don't know how I feel yet. Some days I am super excited and then some I am so overwhelmed that I don't know what to think. I think once I go to my appt this friday and everything goes well I will feel relieved and a little more relaxed. Also there's nothing to show for it yet. The last week or two I started having a little baby belly and it's stopped now. It looks like I ate too much!! So maybe when that starts happening and feeling movement it will make it more real.