Ugh! I'm sorry!! It looks like you've been through enough already! It isn't fair!

I've had 4 and it never fails to make me mad. You've got these crack-head moms out there popping kids out left and right and then there are us moms... who take care of ourselves and our babies and we get shafted!
I'll be praying for God to give you some sort of comfort and understanding. Try and stay positive and have a dang martini for goodness sakes.