so i had my 37 1/2 week appointment this morning, and for the first time, my doctor did a cervical check. i am 1cm dilated and 50% effaced. cool. then she said "i'm going to try and rupture your membranes a little bit... this will hurt" and did that. it did hurt. i wasn't sure what "rupture membranes" meant. later, i was thinking 'why didn't you ask me if i want you to do that first?". i guess it didn't work, because it was this morning and i haven't been leaking water. but it did make me bleed. she also mentioned that if i want the pregnancy to be over with, she can induce me before my due date. my due date is may 8th, she would have time for an induction on may 1 or may 7. she would induce me with pitocin. i don't want that, i might think about it after my due date, but why before if it is not medically necessary? so yeah.. i had some cramping after the exam and her trying to break my bag of water, but half an hour later i was fine and didn't feel much for the rest of the day.