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It was one of those dreams that go on and on and you want to wake up and can't.
I dreamt that Olivia got really sick and that she died. It was horrible. In my dream I was holding her as she passed away just sobbing. And it didn't stop there - I was trying to plan her funeral and the hole in my heart was so immense I wanted to die myself. I kept looking at all the pictures we took and wishing I had taken more and I kept asking my dh how we were supposed to live without her. And I even dreamt that days and days later I was trying to figure out how to get on JM and break such heartbreaking news.
It was so horrible. I finally woke up, tears streaming down my face. Of course the first thing I did was head to check on her. My big belly caught on a (clean) pan on the stove and woke her up. But I didn't care. I just held her and soaked in every detail about her. She saw me crying and went and got her absolute treasured toy (Elmo) and gave it to me to make me feel better.
I still can't quite shake the feeling in the dream. It was so real. But am trying not to dwell on it. It would help if the weather wasn't dark, dreary and depressing today.
I guess that's what I get for flipping channels yesterday and catching part of Days or Our Lives. One of the characters babies died and I came across the scene afterward. Guess my brain took that and ran with it. Ugh. *shudders*
I hate preggo dreams - mine are always so scary and twisted!
Ugh dreams like that can really shake you to your core. I've had ones like that and woken up and brought Ben to bed with me. I knew I'd never sleep that night unless he was next to me where I could feel him the whole night.