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April 2nd, 2010, 11:16 AM
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Today was like living the worst day of my life over again...Everything was the same at my doctor's appointment as it was on October 7th 2009....He couldn't find a heartbeat...I'm waiting for DH to get home and i'm having an ultrasound to confirm fetal demise (that's what my paperwork says and I hate that term so much)...I don't think I can do this again, I don't know what i'm going to do and right now I just want to die, it's the worst feeling ever

**I guess I should of gave more details in my first post, but I was in a hurry...My doctor did give me an ultrasound at his office, he has been at every appointment to help ease my mind....He looked and looked at the ultrasound, he was very quiet and I knew why, it was just like before, exactly ....I went and had another ultrasound and it's confirmed that the baby is no longer alive...I'm beyond devestated, this is the 2nd baby i've lost in less than 6 months...I never thought this would happen again....Right now I feel so hopeless and honestly don't know how i'm going to go on living....I have to break the news to my kids, and that's going to be so hard...I'm going in on tuesday for a D&C...I didn't want a D&C, but he said that it could take up to a month before I start to bleed, and I just want it over with now...My heart is broke into a million peices....I probably won't be posting here anymore, Thank you for being so supportive in the last few months, and I wish you all the best.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:18 AM
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Nooo!! Praying so hard for you and baby!
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:20 AM
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OMG, I hope its just a mistake!!! :hugs:
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:22 AM
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oh no! oh no! sending you a zillion prayers...
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:23 AM
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Oh my goodness, my heart just dropped out of my chest. I am praying that they are wrong. You shouldn't have to endure this again. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:26 AM
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Oh no, I am praying very hard as well for you and your baby!
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:27 AM
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Praying for you
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:29 AM
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You are just over 14 weeks. At my appointment on Wednesday it took them a very long time to find it and I am 3 weeks ahead of you. I really hope this is not what you think it is. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:32 AM
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My heart just stopped. I am praying so hard for you and your bean. I hope it's just a mistake. It took my doc awhile to find the heartbeat at my appointment yesterday. Maybe baby was just hiding. You should not have to endure this again. I'm so sorry.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:34 AM
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omg I am praying for you I am really hoping it was just hard to find.Big big hugs to you!!
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:34 AM
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I keep coming back to this. Praying praying praying that it was just the baby's position.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:36 AM
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Oh, Megan!!! ((HUGS)) I'm praying hard that this baby was just hiding this time and your u/s will show a healthy sweet baby in there. My heart is just aching for you and it will be a long afternoon for us. Prayers for your baby and you are coming your way. I'm so, so sorry you are going through this anxiety again!
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:38 AM
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Praying that an u/s will show that the baby is ok. Sending you tons of hugs.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:40 AM
RunningWithBoys's Avatar Amanda
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Is the ultrasound today? Did you request they wait to do the ultrasound so your husband would be there?
I don't want this for you...I am willing this not to happen. Please, God no.

Keep us updated because we are praying feverishly!
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:42 AM
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As impossible as it sounds either good or bad you will get through this. You are so much stronger than you can even imagine. You, your husband and your sweet baby will be in our prayers.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:50 AM
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my heart is breaking for you
I hope that the baby is just practicing playing hide and seek with you

you will be in my thoughts ... i want so badly to come back on here to hear the baby is ok
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:51 AM
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OMG Megan...I am also praying and praying that the baby is playing a big post April Fools joke on you and you will see the heartbeat later today. I'll continue to pray very very hard. I want everything to be okay for you.
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April 2nd, 2010, 11:51 AM
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praying for you!
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April 2nd, 2010, 12:13 PM
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I am praying, praying, praying that baby was hiding from the doppler! Praying for you and baby ((hugs))
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