[Im.Nayomi]

Sat. June 12,2010 2wks 2 day@ our own place.

Thanks for stopping by my journal Hopeful. I really need to take your advice once i muster up some energy.

TinkerBell is a cute movie!!!! Makes me want to have all the peter pan cartoon movies for a collection in the future

Really,really tired today.....

Hurry up June 30th I want to see the Eclipse movie!!!!!

neway there needs to be a storm really really bad.....

I so loved that movie Kate & Leopold
I never wanted it to end.

[katinagj]

I'm dieing to see Eclipse too!! I have been listening to the soundtrack all day, lol

I loved Kate & Leapold too, thanks for reminding me, I haven't watched it in ages! I've been trying to think of movies to watch during the day when DH is at work and I'm home sick! That one will be perfect!

How are you? Other than being tired of course

[Im.Nayomi]

Sun. June 13,2010 2wks 3 day@ our own place.

Katina-I am glad that I gave you a great idea of a movie to watch.

Hey!!!! I can not wait til Kourtney& Khloe take Miami tonight @ 10pm ( :

Really mad @ my dh right now. Hope he grows up and listens before it is too late. it seems like now that it is just us and our pregnancy did not work out...that some bad marital habits are creaping up......... I took my hubby back once...but I wont keep going through this drama.

We should be in a happy place right now.

[hopeful3853]

i'm sorry dh isn't treating you right. why are men so clueless sometimes?

[Im.Nayomi]

Thanks for saying that Hopeful.

Dh just apologized to me on the phone(voice mail) but he is going to have to show me for the rest of our lives that he is ready to be on my page. I am strong enough to start the next chapter by myself.

[*Mrs.ToyaJae*]

Awww...Nayomi sweety, whatever the problem is I pray that it clears up. I hate to see other couples not on the same page. It really puts you in a bad place. But maybe the voicemail is just the beginning of the apology. : ) and I never seen any of the Twilight saga. Or read any of the books. : \ I do want to go see Karate Kid though...lol.

[Im.Nayomi]

(MommaJae)wow there is a lot of people talking about that karate kid..... if you see it, come back and let me know what you thought of it...

I am hoping things get better between dh and I. only time will tell.

[Im.Nayomi]

Mon. June 14,2010 2wks 4 day@ our own place.

I plan on having a heart to heart with dh && will be deep in thought for awhile. Yesterday I decided to rest from packing& organizing but I will be back to doing that later on today.

26 days til I get my body back( I hope n pray)

[katinagj]

Sorry DH is being a pain! Sometimes men can be so frustrating!
You two are in my prayers!

[Im.Nayomi]

Thanks Katina!!!!

[Im.Nayomi]

I got weird inspiration today due to a dream...... since Feb 2010 my mom in law has been appearing in my dreams every now and then( she is r.i.p. since 3/18/2009 well.... I consider it good to dream about a love on that went to Heaven because in my belief it means my earth baby will come, in God's time. She and I had a long conversation with her even asking me questions...... I do not remember the whole conversation but the point was that with my last pregnancy that ended in miscarriage that I needed to be in total faith (part of the time I was worried & expecting the worse) I told her with my next pregnancy that will be Successful that I plan on being in Total Faith....and I plan on being @ a healthy weight before I conceive, so hopefully my hormone levels are where they should be....cause @ the weight that I am @ my progesterone level is just too low......so neway I am going to try my hardest everyday to lose weight (steady) and to eat 1/2 of what I normally eat.......that way I am sure to burn the calories faster than I am putting them in. (thanks to myfitnesspal.com , I am learning so much) My dh is also hooked to that site...if anyone new joins that site, I am Nayomi1980 on there. the thing with dh is preety cleared up.... I asked him would he love me to be 140 pounds and he said yeah...i said you could pick me up and toss me around & he said he could do that if I weighed 180 pounds. I told him well my plans is to get to 140 pounds, enjoy that for a few months then be preggo a full 9 months til baby is term then we be parents........ though a lot of things in the past have swayed me from my goal(s) I am back on track now...... it always feels good to have something fresh to focus on. Trying to not let this get to me but there is a lot of people I know on my facebooks& myspace giving birth to their baby #2 & counting... while I know a lot of us girls are struggling just to be pregnant......I know it means we will all be very thankful when our time comes. The everyday struggle is just to Enjoy today as is. Do not totally know why, but I can not wait to reach 3000 posts. (time to unpack)

Update: just found out about my 17 year old cousin that her twins will be due one day before my 30th bday!!! (wow)

[Im.Nayomi]

Tue. June 15,2010 2wks 5 day@ our own place.

Hey! It seems like time goes a lot slower with it being just dh& I.....
(((we need a HUGE storm))) around here. Despite what I have been going through lately emotionally && the unpacking,house work ect. I find myself thinking about my dh a whole lot && even with the mini dis agreement that we had the other day....everything good or bad seems to bring us much closer together...I find myself saying to myself.....Man, I am in love with my hubby....I day dream of the next date out that we are going to go on in the near future. Ok I kinda forgot to include what else my dream was about yesterday...I had a daughter about one or two years old and I was pregnant with baby #2. Dreams can be such a tease...........that dream branched off of the one where I was having this long conversation with my mom in law(r.i.p.)
neway here is some baby for all of us!!!!!!!

[hopeful3853]

i'm glad things are a little better with your dh. i'm also so proud of you for being under your calories for many days now on fitness pal! wow! that's awesome!

and i can't believe your cousin is due the day before your b-day. crazy!

[*Mrs.ToyaJae*]

awww, Nayomi I smiled, because I find myself thinking about my DH all the time too. I told him that if he new how much I thought about him...and he didn't know me he'd find me to be a stalker or something lol. I'm always thinking about what he's doing at work or not being able to wait until he gets home. And I'm happy that no matter the situation you two draw closer together instead of further apart...thats GREAT!

And isn't that wild about your 17 year old cousin. Twins the day before your birthday...amazing!

[katinagj]

Whenever me and DH fight and make up, I always feel the same way. Like it just brings us closer. Its funny because if there was no argument in a relationship then it really wouldn't be a good relationship...odd how life works right? You would learn nothing about each other if you never fought or argued. Obviously fighting TOO much is a problem, lol. But everyone can use a healthy dose of argument to make the relationship better and to teach each other! We are human after all! I'm glad that you guys are doing better!

[Im.Nayomi]

Thanks for all the comments ladies Katina I just remembered your 4th wedding anniversary dec 3rd is the due date of my 17 year old cousin's twins. Isnt that crazy????

[katinagj]

That is crazy!

[Im.Nayomi]

Tue. June 15,2010 2wks 5 day@ our own place.

I got a nice care package from my mom today....my spirits are up!!!!!
2 shirts, bible scriptures that she would like me to read and a letter. aw mom's are great....she is a big part of why I would like to be a mom someday. Dh said to me today that i will be doing 75% of the care of the baby if he is working full time @ that time. I told him I already knew that. That is basically how it is right now with me making dinners & taking care of this place.

[hopeful3853]

your mom IS the best!

[Im.Nayomi]

Wed. June 16,2010 2wks 6 day@ our own place.

Hey!!! I was watching something on Discovery Health( I think ) and I saw 4 couples go through the IVF process...... only 2 came out of their experience with baby/babies. Which confirms the theory of 50/50% chance of pregnancy& sucessful pregnancy even with doctors help... I cried a little.....my heart goes out to anyone who had to do the IVF or will have to....cause it looks like a long emotional process......&& I could see the love in these people's eyes for wanting a baby so bad......I know how that feels. I know of two family members against it.......but I say what is so wrong with starting your family no matter how you have to go about it???? I can not wait to watch more IVF shows..... my heart really really goes out to the lady I saw on there today that is a twin...who her twin got pregnant & had her baby (naturally) she had a diet rich in folate(dark greens&naval oranges) but here is the list I found:
Healthy Foods that Contain Folate (Folic Acid)
well...I want to catch up on journals. 2 weeks 1 day til July 1st!!!!
unpacking& organizing is my plan for today...........hope everyone has a beautiful Wednesday!!!!