My 36month TTC Journey (and tired of counting)

Im.Nayomi · #**221** November 14th, 2011, 08:26 PM

Thanks for trying. Tomorrow can not come soon enough.... eek!
When will you be considered late (af wise?) Stay away af !!!!!

swtneka · #**222** November 14th, 2011, 10:00 PM

I'm actually late now. I was due sunday but I have a short lp so I took my prometrium wednesday, thursday n friday usually when i stop taking it comes 2 days later but nothing. I'm really pmsing right now but no af. I keep running to d bathroom 2 check. I'm crampn like its here full force. All my gps n butt cheeks r cramping. I wanna take my pms meds i take when it comes down but I dn't know if i should take it if its a possibility.

swtneka · #**223** November 14th, 2011, 10:12 PM

This is y i stopped using ics n dollar tree tests them **** evaps! I guess deep down I knew it wasn't real but when dh saw them I got hyped up. Im laying here cramping like this cuz af is here. I went to go pee n wiped n there she was. Oh well on to this cycle im ready. Ttyl

*Mrs.ToyaJae* · #**224** November 15th, 2011, 12:13 PM

well in good spirits next time.

swtneka · #**225** November 15th, 2011, 06:38 PM

Thanks for stopping by toya. I prayed on it n believe my time is coming when God is ready. I went waking today n it was refreshing. Listening to my music felt so good. Well cd 1 wonder when i will o? Lol

swtneka · #**226** November 16th, 2011, 06:12 PM

Cd 2 and i am not bleeding that much. I been reading my book making babies and have learned so much but still have so much more to read. I starrted my fertiliy blend havent noticed much of anything. I didnt go walk today cuz i havent slept in 24 hours if not more. I think i have had 2 hours of sleep. I just couldnt sleep last night and this morning. Then when i did sleep had to get up and get the kids meal ready so basically no sleep for me. Hubby worked over night and didnt get off til 7am but didnt come home til after 10 cuz he stopped at the store. I think i missed him to much thats y i couodlnt sleep. I am kind of glad cuz i think i am goin to sleep good tonight and wake up refreshed to do somethings i need done. I am debating on taking my clomid tomorrow. I am not sure. Im kind of disappointed i didnt get to walk. I will tomorrow though. I have to remember to take my pill for my prolactin. well that is all ttyl

swtneka · #**227** November 17th, 2011, 09:44 PM

Well cd 3 can u believe i still have not slept in almost 36 hours. I got no sleep. I did not sleep til 10am n I'm just waking up. Which means i will b up tonite n I'm mad I didn't get to walk. Not really bleeding its really light. Well ttyl

swtneka · #**228** November 18th, 2011, 07:45 PM

Cd 4 I'm spotting now. I did not go walking AGAIN ugh I'm so disappointed in myself. I got some disappointing news n got all depressed n slept all day. I will do better next time.

swtneka · #**229** November 20th, 2011, 02:09 AM

Cd 6 I'm still spotting. I'm noticing its real dark
I mean black. That's something new. I always have dark blood at the end but this is black i can't even say its blood. Idk. I'm also horny! Might get me some but I don't like dtd while I'm still bleeding r whatever I'm doing. Well ttyl can't w8 2 c when I O.

swtneka · #**230** November 22nd, 2011, 06:24 AM

Cd 8 im noticing ewcm. Yesterday it was watery n this morning I noticed pieces if ewcm when I wipe. Well ttyl

swtneka · #**231** November 23rd, 2011, 11:46 AM

Cd 9 still having wet cm mixed with pieces of ew . Haven't slept yet. I'm really tired but can't sleep tt yul

swtneka · #**232** November 25th, 2011, 04:42 AM

Cd 11 still nothing on the o front. I'm still getting wet cm mixed with ewcm but more ewcm but its not clear. Its cloudy. I been taking opk's they bfn of course. I wanted 2 dtd but was 2 tired. After all the cooking I just wanted to sleep which is exactly what i did. Hubby woke up with a fever n I took an opk n it was almost positive so I'm thinking well maybe i should get some swimmers in but i try n get him n d mood n he says "i gotta headache" huh oh no buddy. I get him right where I wanted n got me some. Ttyl

swtneka · #**233** November 27th, 2011, 05:03 AM

Cd 13 I took a opk yesterday round 2 n it was positive. I was so sleepy n still sore from that morning zi wasn't really in d mood n hubby wasn't either he said he didn't think he could cum anymore. So I went to sleep. He woke me up this morning though. Hope it'snot to late. We shall c. I'm laying on a pillow now. Gone take another in a min. I'm not sure if i o'd cuz i didn't get my o pains like i usually do. We shall c ttyl

swtneka · #**234** November 28th, 2011, 09:19 AM

Cd 14 well im going to mark this as 1dpo. I took an opk n it was - n i was getting minor o pains on my left n right side but it wasn't as it would be in prior months. I was going to dtd last nite but i was knocked out by 8 pm. I'm peeing so much since i have been drinking so much water. Which is y I wasn't drinking water I hate peeing alot. I can pee once aday. Which is probably y I'm not getting pregnant. My body is not getting the proper nutrients it needs. Well ttyl

Im.Nayomi · #**235** November 28th, 2011, 07:48 PM

Checking in on you. & I think upping your water is going to lead to
that Thinking good thoughts over here. Oh drinking a lot of
water will also get Toxins out of your body (that is not good for fertility)

swtneka · #**236** November 29th, 2011, 12:58 PM

Cd 15 Thanks noami! I'm really trying. I drink water all day n with every meal now. I'm using the bathroom every hour ugh I hate it but its necessary. When I went to the bathroom n wiped I had ruins of ewcm. Is that normal? I'm pretty sure i O'd. Yesterday i had creamy lotion type cm n to get this is throwing me off. Idk ttyl

swtneka · #**237** November 30th, 2011, 07:27 AM

Well I'm pretty sure i have o'd. I took my temp this morning n it was 97.87. I sent hubby to get the prometrium n I guess I'll start taking tomorrow. So I'm noticing some nipple pain tonite n im so hungry lately. I ate 3 pancakes, hash brown, n. Sausage biscuit for breakfast. For some reason I woke up extremely hungry. I'm thinking im 3 dpo but all this ewcm is making me think.

swtneka · #**238** December 1st, 2011, 10:42 AM

Just thought i would come and let out some frustration.

Well I am to my whits end. I am bout to give up on this ttc thing until we get some answers to where me and my dh stand with jobs. I lost my job that i have been working for the pass 3 years. I was the bread winner and dh was basically the sahd but worked 3 days out the week doin temp stuff. When i lost my job that went everything the insurance i mean everything. Then dh got in a car accident and got our car totaled so there went our transportation. Now his temp place called and took him off the schedule. I am just so tired of all this negativity I dont know what to do. I cant go look for jobs without a car and i dont have anyone out here who can bring me any where. I just feel like why am i tryin to have a baby when i obviously have nothing to offer this baby at the moment. I want to give up but dh says have faith and we will make away. but i can only take so mluch. ughh what to do what to do

swtneka · #**239** December 2nd, 2011, 07:09 PM

Cd 18 4/5 dpo I'm having some mild lower cramps off n on especially when I have to pee. I'm noticing some minor breast pain as well. I will test at 9/10 dpo fx. Ttyl

swtneka · #**240** December 3rd, 2011, 03:49 PM

Cd 29 15/16 dpo I'm cramping like crazy! I can't hold my pee without it hurting. I have gas my breast hurr off n on n I'm emotional. I keep feel like I'm bout to cry at the stupidest things on tv. I had to stop myself from crying watching army wives. These dang hormones! I'm still eating alot hungry all d time. I'm not sure any of this is eps but just jotting it down for future reference. Ttyl