The journey of creating life

swtneka · #21 May 1st, 2012, 04:42 PM

your cycle is wacky but i pray that the bdn that u and dh did that weekend brings u a bfp.... when r u testing again?

FishermansWife4 · #22 May 3rd, 2012, 12:29 PM

Honestly, Sonica, I can't do it to myself again. I just got a BFN today. I should get a visit from AF on the 6th. If by the 10th she's not here, I'll take a test. I'm so confused about everything.

I'm still praying for your BFP! When do you get your follies tested??? I'll be stalking your journal

FishermansWife4 · #23 May 5th, 2012, 12:09 PM

Since I have no flippin clue when I o'ed, I'm going to just go on and say it's Cd 21. Possibly 12-13 DPO.
I made a promise to my amazing DH that I wouldn't test until tomorrow or Monday. AF is due at the latest (Well, basing it off of my other two cycles which is laughable) on the 7th. I've waited this long without peeing on an hpt, I can continue!!! Oh wait, it's only been 4 days since I peed on an hpt?! IT FEELS LIKE SO MUCH LONGER!! I have faith in myself. I will NOT test without my DH saying it's okay. However, he said nothing about opks

I've had kind of dark (darker than last time I did it) opks for the past 3 days. I figure I o'ed on the 23rd of April at the latest with a 22 day cycle and a 14 day LP. I'm driving myself nuts, again. Every single time I start to drive myself nuttier, I try to sit back and do something to take my mind off of TTC. So I think I'm going to go do that now...I'll update if I test or see AF.

My DH doesn't think I could possibly be pregnant. I told him he didn't think I was pregnant with our son OR when he met me, so I'm not going by his "feeling." For the record, We met when I was 7 months with my second DD...Yeah...I can't trust his intuition

FishermansWife4 · #24 May 8th, 2012, 11:50 AM

Cycle day 24. No af. I tested yesterday, Bfn on answer brand and wondfo. Will Kup.

swtneka · #25 May 8th, 2012, 05:11 PM

Fx af stays away n u get a bfp

FishermansWife4 · #26 May 8th, 2012, 05:56 PM

Thank you, Sonica!

FishermansWife4 · #27 May 11th, 2012, 05:35 AM

Yesterday was CD 26. No af.
Last time we were ttc (I found my pregnancy journal for ds) my cycles ran 26 days with a lp of 12. I got my clear blue digi on CD 27.
I think my body may just be finally adjusting to coming off bcp this time. I don't feel af symptoms or any symptoms really. If I am in fact on a 28 day cycle, I should be seeing af on Mother's Day. I'm not sure how I feel about that, honestly. On one hand, I'm very grateful for the children I do have, on the other, I'd cry for joy if af will be gone for another 30 some Weeks. I'm a c-section mom so I go in at 36 Weeks. God, help me accept your choices, I know they're the best ones for my family.
Faith, Love & Trust...Will update you tomorrow.

FishermansWife4 · #28 May 13th, 2012, 06:47 AM

Cd1...that is all

swtneka · #29 May 17th, 2012, 08:03 AM

Sorry af showed..... I'll keep u n my prayers

FishermansWife4 · #30 May 17th, 2012, 11:53 AM

Thank you. You're in mine

FishermansWife4 · #31 May 21st, 2012, 08:10 PM

Well, a lot is going on in my personal life and I'm fighting for who I love. Everything will work out a-okay. I trust in God's plan and realize that right now isn't the best time to ttc. I'm moving onto ntnp for now, just until lify settles down a little bit. It's not that I don't want my next precious bundle of joy, I just know that right now isn't the time. One day, the time will come, until then, I pray and trust.

I'll still be around stalking certain ladies and I'm always praying for yinz. I know each and every one of your times will come.
Until then, Trust, Faith and Love.

swtneka · #32 May 22nd, 2012, 09:01 AM

Im so sorry to hear that u r goin through some personal issues, i will keep u n my prayers that they get resolved. gl

FishermansWife4 · #33 May 28th, 2012, 09:56 AM

CD2 already....

swtneka · #34 May 28th, 2012, 10:08 AM

FishermansWife4 · #35 May 29th, 2012, 03:27 PM

Thank you for your support and prayers, Sonica. It means a lot to my family and I

FishermansWife4 · #36 June 5th, 2012, 02:18 PM

Cycle day 10. Not using opks this cycle. I'm trying to sit back and let God take over. I got home yesterday from vacation. I totally needed that. It was the most beautiful place I've ever seen. It truly took my breath away. I was completely at peace. Watching my children and nephew play was something I'll never forget. I just kept wishing I was holding another small child's hand, or carrying another baby. *Sigh* It'll happen in God's time. No signs of o yet. Hoping I do o this cycle. Lord, I trust in your plan.

*Mrs.ToyaJae* · #37 June 6th, 2012, 03:44 PM

Hi...just finished reading through. I'm in the same boat...trusting in the Lord and letting his will be done, it's hard trying not to go ape crazy over here sometimes. Hope the Lord lets you get the answer to you and your husband's prayer soon. <3

-Toya

FishermansWife4 · #38 June 6th, 2012, 05:58 PM

Thank you for stopping by, Toya

I pray God blesses you with your next miracle soon.

FishermansWife4 · #39 June 8th, 2012, 09:07 AM

Cd 13. I think I o'ed yesterday. Mid day I had abundant ewcm then back to watery at night when I checked cp &cm. Maybe after our move if there's still no miracle growing inside of me, I'll start temping. Good news that I refused to share before in fear of jinxing myself, my Dh is definitely staying home this summer but will possibly be out for winter. I've never had a summer with him so i'm pretty excited.