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July 11th, 2012, 04:59 AM
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Blog. Against all odds.

Against All Odds We Did It

Vlog

14 weeks 14 week pregnancy vlog - YouTube

15 weeks 15 weeks pregnancy VLOG and belly. - YouTube

16 weeks http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YM7Ht...ature=youtu.be

17 weeks 17 weeks Vlog and belly

18 weeks 18 weeks VLOG andbelly

19 weeks 19 week vlog

20 weeks 20 weeks vlog

21 weeks 21 week vlog and gender reveal

22 weeks 22 week vlog

23 weeks23 weeks vlog and belly


Well I will do a rundown on the history.

2002 - 2003 started TTC. After a year we realised something is wrong as its average 6 months to get pregnant.
So I went to the docs and the doc said that we have to be registered TTC for a year with them so I registered TTC.

2003 - 2004 started charting my cycles to see if I ovulated. I did ovulate every month bar one which is normal within 12 cycles. BUT my average LP was not long enough so doc gave me progesterone supplements.

3 cycles with those and I quit because my LP was then too long and the stress of thinking I was pregnant put me off.

I quit altogether and found a second job to take my time up.

My relationship was on the rocks due to him wanting 4 kids and me being broken.

Sept 2004 - Suprise BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

April 2005 - 37 weeks pregnant gave birth naturally within 6 hours to a Daughter Serenity-grace 5lb 8oz.

April 2006 TTC#2 as my periods came back from a years breastfeeding.

BFN's every cycle.

June 2009 - me and Serenity's dad split up due to the stress. He met before we split someone who was pregnant on the net and now they live round the corner from me with 3 kids together.

June 2011 Fell in love with the most wonderful man in the world. Using no contraception fell in love with no plans of children. No stress due to none of us planning them. ( we had known eachother for 2 years )

May 2012 - SURPRISE BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!

June 18th 11 weeks pregnant, was told I had a missed miscarriage - devastation and heart break.

July 2012 - TTC#2 .........................

So my updated will start from my first cycle after my loss.

I wil be using OPK's and temp charting for the first 3 months to see how regular my cycles are and to see if I still have my LP problem.

I hope to have a rainbow baby soon.

I am 32 and he is 48 so time is running out.

Wish us luck and baby dust.

I am currently CD3
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July 29th, 2012, 11:07 AM
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cd1, cycle 3. If I feel this down knowing timing was off what am I going to be like when timing was right.

I'm angry right now that I lost my miracle baby.... I have been ok but I guess seeing spotting yesterday brought memories back.....

I'm never going to get this baby.... why am I even trying... everything is against me.
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August 31st, 2012, 01:23 AM
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Might do a video blog. Its easier talking than it is writing.
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September 2nd, 2012, 03:28 PM
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Opk rant Sept 2nd for ttc sisters - YouTube
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September 12th, 2012, 12:13 PM
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9 dpo cycle 4. Mentally tired and fed up.

More to add to my growing list of 2WW things to not associate with pregnancy.Im listening too much to my body this cycle for some reason so here goes as I will probably listen to it just as bad again. SO heres my new stuff.

Numb type of feeling in boobs.
Boobs not hurting nomatter how much I prod.
Pulling tugging feeling like o pain but not..weird.
Copious watery creamy sticky CM in the morning in late 2WW.
Headache
Tired
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September 15th, 2012, 05:53 AM
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BFN 12DPO. Swelling of inner vaginal walls.

Honestly lost hope for this cycle. Unless my tests are not worthy of the ultra sensitive 10mui that they say they are im having a bizzare cycle.

I may well have ovulated 2 days later than I think but I like to listen to my body and my body says 10....

I don't know. Onwards to the next cycle... time is running out... will I have a healthy unborn for my should have been babies EDD?

I am starting to lose home on that one too. xxxxx
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Cycle 4 - CD23 - 13DPO......

No point in testing today my temps have dropped which makes af imminent.

How do I really feel under all the facade of I am ok I am used to it? I feel broken and lost.

Again I will say I will wait for 13dpo next cycle ( if timing is right ) but I know me and I will start when my poas addiction kicks in.

So onto cycle 5....................... instead of being 23 weeks pregnant.
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Cycle 5 CD1.

Af came this evening but I have been spotting most of the day so I knew, still doesnt remove the sadness when you see her... knowing she is coming and seeing her are 2 different things.

I am doing all I can to get pregnant as afast as possible with our ages. Make sperm when a man is over 40 is greatly reduced in its goodness. I have to keep thinking we have done it before.. we can doit again but I feel time is running out.

I have no hope. lets see where this cycle takes us.
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Cycle 5 CD1.

Af came this evening but I have been spotting most of the day so I knew, still doesnt remove the sadness when you see her... knowing she is coming and seeing her are 2 different things.

I am doing all I can to get pregnant as afast as possible with our ages. Make sperm when a man is over 40 is greatly reduced in its goodness. I have to keep thinking we have done it before.. we can doit again but I feel time is running out.

I have no hope. lets see where this cycle takes us.
I will say some prayers that you get your miracle baby, Clare.
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October 2nd, 2012, 10:45 AM
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Cycle 5 CD15, first positive OPK, if I ovulate tomorrow then it will be the latest ovulation.

The timing is off this cycle and I Am not surprised I ovulated late as I have been sick bad with a cold.


So here to cycle 6.
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November 11th, 2012, 03:42 PM
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Well I am pregnant.

Cycle 6 since loss. 11/12 dpo BFP on about 50 IC's FRER and digi. To follow that progress follow the link.

http://www.justmommies.com/forums/f2...ion-tests.html
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First post updated with Pregnancy VLOG week 15.
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