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This cycle has been much better than last cycle...
but I am so ready for af to be done n over with...
so I can think my happy wishful thoughts again
I am super duper tired... n can not wait to get
more sleep today. I have a weight loss buddy...
so that makes me really, really happy
my goal is to lose 4 lbs by 1/23. My dietian said
to be safe since still ebf to only lose 1-2 lbs per
week....that is until l am pregnant next
neway I have to go. Everyone take care!!!!
Hey!!!!! I just came on here to say l had the most wonderful
dream... I did not want it to end. I had wrote on a piece of paper
"We are Expecting" and I did this in front of his co workers....and
everyone clapped for us It was amazing!!!!!! I hope
it happens sooner than later. Af has just about left the building.
10 days til Ovulation!!!!
Baby Dust!!!!
p.s. l was lucky # 100 to write in my post lol...yeah i hope it leads
to great things
__________________
----Nayomi
Loving My Family
Last edited by Im.Nayomi; January 11th, 2013 at 11:27 AM.
So happy to see af go!!!
2 days til it is the middle of this month.
8 days til ovulation.
i am working on a lot of things this month...
I wont say any of it in this journal
but I hope issues will resolve by next month
if not sooner.
Thanks for stopping by!!!!
***BABY DUST!!!!***
p.s. l had a friend that said l need to have a son to complete my family.
Then l have my mom telling me to just enjoy my daughter. This subject is up to Jesus
__________________
----Nayomi
Loving My Family
Last edited by Im.Nayomi; January 14th, 2013 at 02:44 PM.
no prometrium because my insurance will only cover provera...
provera is not good for breastfeeding or pregnancy...
so l will have to go @ this the old fashion way
and pray my next baby holds on long enough for me to
see my obg to confirm pregnancy , get on prometrium as a
precaution until the doc is able to test out my levels....
neway til then just counting down til baby girl turns 8 months
in 3 wks!!!!
Neka how much b6 is recommended do you know and still considered safe????
Im a check into that with some research. I have heard of that but have not tried
that.
In other news... because I am EBF my cycle is all wacky cause I am bleeding
again so...
today is Cycle 8 CD 1.
My last cycle was a 10 day cycle (only irregular-normal for breast feed mom)
As soon as I start taking fertility pills @ the end of this month
or beginning of next month, l will journal that.
So journal I think I have sleep Apnea and can not get the
hours of sleep l need because I am giving Jakaira most of her
daily physical care. I am asking Jesus about what my miracle
can be????? Only Jesus knows that answer. I almost died
yesterday. I can no longer live the lifestyle that I use to live...
eating what I wanted and doing very little excercize when
that does not even bring happiness anyway. Working hard
right now to get to 140 lbs may make me miserable in the short
run but if I expect to live I have to make some changes now
and I have and its been gradual. I will tell you what the begining
of death felt like yesterday...I was drowning and could not get
air and it was WORSE than an asthma attack but at the same time
l felt peace. Then all of a sudden I felt my spirit blown back into
my body and at the same time it was a lot of Oxygen and I said
thank you Jesus for helping me breathe & for my 2nd chance!!!! I need help to get into
the 100 lb range Super naturally and naturally. You ladies will
see me @ 140 lbs I say this in faith!!! You ladies will also see me
pregnant with number 2. How it will happen....only Jesus knows
all the answers. I have to let my family know what happend to
me yesterday. But what is going on with me is so serious. I feel bad
for dh cause he can not provide more care for Jakaira cause he is
busy making money. Im a take my weird af as a blessing in disguise.
Trying for a 2014 baby Im a still keep writing in this journal to
help me distress and maybe my story will continue helping someone.
My life is not my own. I am not afraid of death. In the name of Jesus,
I will live
ok I only have one hour and half to get everything done,
so I best get off of here and dh is waiting for his computer.
Baby Dust!!!!!!!!!!
__________________
----Nayomi
Loving My Family
Last edited by Im.Nayomi; January 19th, 2013 at 05:30 AM.
I have sleep apnea.. I had two sleep studies done to confirm. I need one more done but kept canceling cuz I can't get anyone to watch my kids over night. I agree with u, having to get right and healthy. I still haven't heard anything bout my diabetes but I'm sure it will not be good so when I went grocery shopping n I got mostly healthy non sugar stuff. It's hard to make such a life change but u must think of your family. Nobody knows when there time is coming but u don't want your end to be becuz of your lifestyle choices that we will past on to your children. I wish we stayed closer to each other cuz we could be each other support system. I wish u well n hope this healthy life change brings u everything u want in thus year n next.
So for one week l was in a mental ward (for the 2nd time
in my life time) I have been diagnosed with Bi Polar. I was
taking the medicine in the hospital and it works....but hubby
& I believe in Jesus, prayed about it
and decided that is who l will get my healing from. cause those
meds are the opposite of breastfeeding and pregnancy.
(it was no easy decision) and I do not recommend this for others.
Also will be seeing a Phycitrist(spell check) as well as a counselor.
starting in Feb. I am exited about that. Going to be asking about
sleeping pills that is safe for breastfeeding & pregnancy. March
I want to set something up with the Sleep study so l get a
prognosis. In the mental ward l had a dream about being pregnant
with number 2 and getting newborn clothes for him/her.... I was so
so happy and the dream felt so real. I just got out of the hospital
yesterday... My miraculous recovery actually started after 2 days
of being @ the hospital ( I really think I am in a spiritual warfare )
My phyc. actually said my journey has been a miraculous one.
So after getting out of the hospital yesterday (vacation) I realize
that my ovulation day is tomorrow Ironic if you ask me
it was hard being away from hubby& baby for a week but we needed
that. l made a lot of friends and realize l havent been having fun.
i wonder how much jakaira weighs now. im happier now yaw. exited about life oct 25, 2013 would be my edd.
Today I am happy
I covered all basis so if we are meant to be
pregnant (we could very well be pregnant)
1 week til my princess turns 8 months old
I have been talking to a j.m. sister about
bi polar cause she has it & her hubby has it
and they have two kids...she gave me some
alternative medicines to the ones that I was
on...St John Wart (we have ) and I know they
work, they help stabelize mood. Its snowing
again which makes me think about Christmas
all over again lol. I have a counseling session
scheduled for feb 12th and I am trying to get
a sooner date. Neway thinking lots of good
thoughts for everyone ttc
This is the time of the month that seems to fly to me
7 days til my dh turns 30. 6 days til Jakaira turns 8 months
old. I have to soon get dd & I ready to head to the doctors
for her nurse appointment. She has to get the 2nd half shot
for her flu shot. l am going to also ask if they can weigh
and measure here( which is not required @ this appointment )
I want to make sure she is growing both ways.
Things are still going well. St John Wart and some sleeping
herbal remedy (forget the name) are both going very well to me.
I think my dd is cutting her 4th tooth @ the top cause she
cry screamed and would not let us console her....she got some
teething meds and calmed down. Well l gotta go.
So dd almost weighs 19 lbs and is 26 inches long.
I wanted the precentile but they do not do that til
her next check up which will be next month. She has
4 teeth now. Pretty soon we have to have her see
an eye doctor to see if she has a lazy eye or not.
We know she can see well which is important
but a lazy eye for a baby nearly 8 months old is not
normal. I love my baby girl no matter what we find
out. I am still waiting on her to crawl....maybe this month
will be the month??????
Starting next month there will be a 4 year old here every
other weekend (my nephew C) I am so exited!!!!!!!!
That will help time to go fast here til Nov. when dh & I
move somewhere new.
I am struggling right now because dh has brought it to
my attention that the relationship that l have had with my
mom is a very un healthy one....where I was listening to
a lot of her emotional garbage....and its been destroying me...
so l have to basically only tell her that she needs a christian
counselor and l can not say anything else. I want her out of
this mental break down. When I last said this to her yesterday
she said that I have my husband and baby and will be ok.
WoW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but I do not have my mom (and neither does
any of my siblings) I look forward to talking to my new counselor
about all of my issues.
Even with how crazy life has been, I still welcome a new
pregnancy when that is meant to happen
Hubby ordered three fertility related products...
conceive plus lubercant.
rasberry leaf tea. (fertility tea)
and fertility supplement.
I need to ask him to order me opks
This will all be geared towards my next cycle if I
did not conceive this cycle.
Well l have been doing St. John Wart and some kind of sleeping
pill and it is not working... so l will be going back on Lithium
and this other drug that my old phycitrist had me on...cause it
works til l am pregnant and my new phycitrist takes me off of it.
(spell check) This means I will not be breastfeeding any more.
Until l am mentally well.....l think breastfeeding was becoming
a burden. Bipolar is no fun. but it is my life right now. We went
to church this morning for the 3rd time (first time on a sunday)
and it went well. We are going to go for a 4th time tonight.
If anyone who prays...please pray for me. I have to get my
prescription(s) filled this evening so l can take them tonight.
Thanks for following my journey.
This is my last journal entry because
after yesterday evenings church sermon
I realize that hubby & I need to be content
with what God has given us which is
Jakaira. Thanks for following my jouney/
reading this journal entry.
Im just kidding I totally understand. If you don't appreciate the gift he blessed u with hOW can u expect him to bless you again. Take care of yourself. Call r text whenever u need to talk.
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I did not want it to end. I had wrote on a piece of paper
It was amazing!!!!!! 
Im just kidding I totally understand. If you don't appreciate the gift he blessed u with hOW can u expect him to bless you again. Take care of yourself. Call r text whenever u need to talk.
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