[waiting2bemommy]

So I decided to start a lil journal here, so when I am feeling posty or ranty or just like letting some stuff out either good or bad then I will have somewhere to post it.

Just a lil update on where I am at -

CD 9, or 10 since it is technically tomorrow!!!! I have had temps above my cover line the last two days!! After a dip. Which I'm hoping means good things... like IMPLANTATION!!! haha. Fingers crossed there. Only things I have had going on was a couple cramps, mostly on my right side (hmmm.), and hurty bbs.

Alright well guess I will be postin more later.

PET MY GIRAFFE!!


lol.

[swtneka]

Fx its Id!

[waiting2bemommy]

So, did NOT want to get out of bed today. When my bf took his break from work when I normally would have gotten up and gone and gotten something to eat I was still in bed, he came home and napped with me instead. Got the lazies. haha.

Temp was still above the cover this am, but not as high as yesterday. Kind of worried it will keep going down, and I was kind of getting my hopes up. Ugh. Boobies still hurting, but no cramps yet today. The cramps I have had have just been at random times during the day. So not saying I won't have any.

Gotta go wash my dirty self and get ready for work.

Planning on testing next friday when I wake up to temp, if things are looking good, and AF haven't arrived that is. So less than a week to go. Keeping my fingers crossed for a BFP or at least a normal length cycle.

[waiting2bemommy]

Looks like I'm off to bed, just snapped at BF for trying to get me to go to bed with him. ugh. curse my crankiness.

Keeping my fingers crossed for tomorrows temp. I'm going to try to get up early and clean so I hope it is a good one, or I will probably be upset and just want to go back to sleep.

[waiting2bemommy]

So not reading into this, but I have eaten kind of a lot of chocolate teddy grahams. LOL. and yesterday I was like MUST HAVE SPAGHETTI!!

I always end up feeling like a silly fat fat when AF comes and I have been feeling this way. One month it was mexican. That's for real ALL I wanted. haha. And one month it was bratwursts. The kind with cheese in them. lol.

Fingers crossed I'll be loving teddy grahams and spaghetti for 9 months. I mean they are both cheap.

Waiting for Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[waiting2bemommy]

[waiting2bemommy]

Feeling super cuddly and kind of emotional today. Not cry-y or anything just kind of something. Idk. Had some cramps this afternoon I don't feel super great about. Just felt like AF is coming. Hope temp looks good in the morning. Trying not to get my hopes too up or too down though.

[waiting2bemommy]

I'm guilty of being a creeper. I creepered in the October DDC. I wannnnnnna go there. *whines* Friday is too soon. I feel like I am keeping my hopes up but at the same time don't really have any. And when friday gets here i won't be able to have any pretend hope anymore. I'm such a whiney whiner today. *whines* I need a corner to hide in.

In other news, high temp again today. It would be nice to get two higher ones in a row instead of HIGH.... kinda high.... HIGH.... kinda high. Maybe tomorrows will be 98.