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May 15th, 2009, 02:48 PM
dotcomkari's Avatar Bianca, Kai & Asia's mom
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For the past week I been having dreams. I normally have good dreams of my Olivia.. picturing her little face and hands.. so forth.. or what she would look like now. But these dreams are more like flash backs and are more painful.

The dreams the last week or so.. I am 17 all over again. I am reliving her birth from the moment they told me she was gone. Going through labor all over again.. trying to keep her in as long as possible.. just to have her with me.. trying to hold back the tears.. holding her in my arms and not wanting to let go..
I wake up in a sweat with tears running down my face....
It is like reliving that day over and over again.. 9 years later.
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May 15th, 2009, 03:08 PM
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I am so sorry ...I have done that three or four times with Marshall, and it's painful, physically and emotionally. I'm SO
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