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May 22nd, 2009, 12:45 PM
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"You're not much, goodness knows"

I'm remembering holding Jonah and cuddling him. His little face against my neck, and my palm cuddlign his butt next to my neck. He was so tiny, but he was so huge in my heart.

His little face was so beautiful. His bulging eyes...weren't bulging to me...they were gorgeous for his beautiful face and his nose. His little tongue was sticking out and Gosh is he just adorable.

For a child who wasn't supposed to think, feel, was deaf, blind....could play with us. He'd find out hands, kick. He played in my belly. He was an active bugger, up till his last minute.
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May 22nd, 2009, 12:56 PM
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I remember vividly having to chase Ethan around me belly with the Doppler because he didn't like it. I remember being half asleep and then jerking awake, because he kicked me for the first (and only) time. I remember how surprisingly heavy he felt in my arms, how perfect his little feet were, how he was born with his hand over his heart.

I miss our babies. If it's okay with you, I'm going to light a memorial candle for Jonah tonight, so Ethan isn't lonely.
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May 22nd, 2009, 12:59 PM
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Might I do the same?
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May 22nd, 2009, 03:00 PM
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Definitely.
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May 22nd, 2009, 11:45 PM
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awww although they never made it here we still knew everything about her and for that ill be forever greatful noone else will ever have that with her i remember how she would start kicking as soon as i would lay down how she would roll around my stomach for hours

hugs heather i love all our angels too x
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