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I wonder if my other relatives are taking care of Ethan for me. I wonder if he's hanging out with your babies - I pray really hard that he finds them. Maybe they all have their own support group like we do!
I think about this allllll the time too. I ask her to visit me in my dreams, but I've only dreamt of her twice now (that I can remember) - and both dreams were actually nightmares of me reliving that awful day. It gets me so sad that I don't know how she is or what she's up to. I want to believe she's having fun with all the other Angel babies up there and I know my GrampaJoe is taking awesome care of her (he passed away a few months before her).
The only time I've ever dreamt of Roald was two nights after I had him I had a vivid dream of a newborn (full-term) baby boy who looked alot like my husband. Based on our 21-week ultrasounds and after he was born, I'm really convinced he looked more like Bill and defnitely had his nose. I sometimes wonder if that was just my subconscious or if I was really seeing him as he would have been.
I always wonder what he'd look like now at almost 3 months old if he's have been born around his due date...I just always will want to know those things and I will never be able to find out in this life.
I always want to ask if he can "visit" me, but sometimes I tell myself he has important business to attend to in God's Kingdom. Uusually I find it far too hard to try to pray about him or talk to him. Bill wrote a poem as if it were from Roald for me on Mother's Day and I like to just think that that was a communication as a gift.