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May 26th, 2009, 05:02 AM
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I wonder what my sons are doing? I wonder what they look like. I wonder how they smell. I wonder what it feels like to have their little fingers wrapped around mine.

Unless someone has ever been in our shoes, they just wouldn't understand how our minds wander sometimes.

I'm not suicidal, so don't worry...but I can't wait to see them again.
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May 26th, 2009, 05:13 AM
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i wonder this every day seriously every day the question i ask too is, is she ok i hope shes not alone my heart hurts every day too maybe i will see her in a dream.

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May 26th, 2009, 07:57 AM
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I think all our angels are doing just fine. They are playing together and watching over us all the time.
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May 26th, 2009, 08:10 AM
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I wonder if my other relatives are taking care of Ethan for me. I wonder if he's hanging out with your babies - I pray really hard that he finds them. Maybe they all have their own support group like we do!
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May 26th, 2009, 10:39 AM
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I think about this allllll the time too. I ask her to visit me in my dreams, but I've only dreamt of her twice now (that I can remember) - and both dreams were actually nightmares of me reliving that awful day. It gets me so sad that I don't know how she is or what she's up to. I want to believe she's having fun with all the other Angel babies up there and I know my GrampaJoe is taking awesome care of her (he passed away a few months before her).
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May 26th, 2009, 10:59 AM
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The only time I've ever dreamt of Roald was two nights after I had him I had a vivid dream of a newborn (full-term) baby boy who looked alot like my husband. Based on our 21-week ultrasounds and after he was born, I'm really convinced he looked more like Bill and defnitely had his nose. I sometimes wonder if that was just my subconscious or if I was really seeing him as he would have been.

I always wonder what he'd look like now at almost 3 months old if he's have been born around his due date...I just always will want to know those things and I will never be able to find out in this life.

I always want to ask if he can "visit" me, but sometimes I tell myself he has important business to attend to in God's Kingdom. Uusually I find it far too hard to try to pray about him or talk to him. Bill wrote a poem as if it were from Roald for me on Mother's Day and I like to just think that that was a communication as a gift.
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May 26th, 2009, 11:52 AM
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You've probably had many more dreams of your little ones than you remember. We actually have 15-20 dreams a night, and due to our brain chemistry while we sleep, we remember very few of them.

In the dreams that I remember having, Ethan is always a toddler, playing happily. Those dreams suck, because I wake up and he's not here
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May 26th, 2009, 12:45 PM
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I've only had one dream of Cora that I remember.

I, too, wonder. I wish I could talk to her.
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