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  #1  
August 22nd, 2009, 07:06 AM
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Thanks for all your kind thoughts and words. I am heading up to the hospital again. I had pushed for a sooner u/s, and they gave me an appointment for Tuesday. I still haven't felt any movement, and I haven't been able to find the baby's heartbeat on the doppler since yesterday morning. All I hear is my own, much slower, heartbeat. I expect to be told that he had passed. My belly feels different (softer on top), so that isn't giving me much hope. I am having back cramps which makes me wonder if labor is going to start on it's own? I don't know. I've been here before, but I still just don't know. I keep hoping that there is some strange explanation, but I don't have much hope. I don't know how to survive this a second time, I really, really don't. This hurts so badly. I will update you when I can.
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August 22nd, 2009, 08:07 AM
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Oh Laurie I really hope you get good news at the hospital. You are in my thoughts. Huge hugs.
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August 22nd, 2009, 08:52 AM
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I am praying for good news.
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August 22nd, 2009, 09:21 AM
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I'm so sorry you're going through this. Can you go to the ER? Waiting till Tuesday would be too hard
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August 22nd, 2009, 10:56 AM
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oh hun im praying that its good news many hugs
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August 22nd, 2009, 11:16 AM
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Oh honey, I'm going to cry. I'm so sorry. So very very sorry. I am praying for a miracle for you!

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August 22nd, 2009, 02:10 PM
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Laurie....I am so sorry. I hope little Declan is alive. But even if he is I am still so sorry you have had to go through such a scare like this. And if he is gone or there is a problem I am beyond sorry for you. It is totally not fair. You have had 2 losses already. A third is just not fair....even more unfair than one loss. Or two. I just don't understand multiple losses. As if one isn't bad enough.

I just hope your baby is alive. I've only had one 24-hour "not much movent scare"and it drove me insane and we were on the brink of going to the ER. So I can imagine what you are going through with having the cramps and stuff. Just please let your baby be all right.
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August 22nd, 2009, 02:23 PM
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Oh no. =( I hope everything is okay and he's just snoozing. My thoughts go out to you, mama. Many hugs. (((hugs)))
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August 22nd, 2009, 04:21 PM
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The hospital confirmed by u/s that Declan has passed. They sent us home for the night, but we go back tomorrow morning to begin the induction. Thanks for all your thoughts and kind words. I am just....speachless. I can't believe this has happened again. I am trying to come to grips with losing Declan and possibly losing my dream of having more children. I am beyond devastated. There are no words.
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August 22nd, 2009, 04:42 PM
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I am so heartbroken for you guys. I don't get it. I'm sure you don't either. I thought it was completely unfatho,mable when my friend Jen lost her second baby in 2005. Then when I joined here after I lost Roald months later I couldn't believe Heather lost Jonah after losing Marshall. And now this.

I am sure you are even more confused than any of us are that this is happening to you again. ***. I just hope the hospital and all your family and friends treat you as well as you can be treated. I hope that the labor (if you labor, I don't know if you're getting a section or not) will be as bearable as can be. And I hope your little boy is as beautiful as I am sure he is and that you get as many wonderful memories as you possibly can out of your short time together. I am just so sorry.

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August 22nd, 2009, 04:58 PM
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OMFG OMFG. I saw Bonnie's post on Facebook and was like, "What?!" I ran over here.... holy sh&&. Laurie, I am so sorry, that doesn't even begin to cover it.
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August 22nd, 2009, 05:10 PM
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I'm in tears....I just...have no words. I'm so very sorry. I wish there was something more to say. I'm sorry.

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August 22nd, 2009, 05:21 PM
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Oh my! I am soooo sorry! I just have no words. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

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August 22nd, 2009, 05:43 PM
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I am sorry for your loss.
You are in my thoughts and prayers
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August 22nd, 2009, 05:45 PM
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I am just so so so sorry and that doesn't even do this feeling justice. Oh Laurie, my heart is breaking for you. There is just nothing else to saybut HUGS!
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August 22nd, 2009, 06:31 PM
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OMG Laurie. ****, I am so very, very sorry. I am in absolute shock. There are no words how unfair this is. I am so sorry.

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August 22nd, 2009, 06:40 PM
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My heart is breaking for you guys. I'm at a loss for words.........I am so very sorry for the loss of your son!
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August 22nd, 2009, 07:13 PM
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I am so sorry Laurie. It is beyond unfair, my heart breaks for you, I am just so sorry.
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August 22nd, 2009, 07:40 PM
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I saw Brittanie's post on FB and my heart just dropped to my stomach. I came over here with prayers already in mind for whomever it might've been.

Laurie, I have no words
My heart is crying for you

I wish there was something I could say or do that would change this
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August 22nd, 2009, 07:44 PM
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My heart breaks for you but that does nothing to ease your pain. It is just not fair. I will be thinking of you. My prayers to you.
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