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October 21st, 2009, 04:05 PM
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The time just passed when Ella was born exactly a week ago...Right now at this time I was crying for my baby that I knew would never cry herself...I didn't think that it would hurt this bad when the time of her birth passed...All day long i've been thinking to myself how i'd give anything and do anything just to have her back...I know in time things will get better, but right now I feel like it won't...I just wish this was all a bad dream and i'd wake up from it soon.
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October 21st, 2009, 08:06 PM
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oh it's like living a living he!!. Every day that passed after we lost Katrina would feel like both an eternity and as if it was going very fast at the same time. I couldn't believe how fast one week went by but at the same time I couldn't believe it had been one week without carrying her. It was just a horrid feeling.

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October 22nd, 2009, 06:58 AM
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Unfortunately it's not a dream, although now 3 months later I still sometimes think it's a horrible dream and I'm about to wake up.
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October 22nd, 2009, 07:07 AM
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It's hard, because you want the whole world to just stop. You feel like every second it tearing you further and further away from you baby and you just want to stop and not go any further.

I'm sometimes look at Cora's angel ticker and wonder to myself where all that time went.

Eventually the weeks won't be so hard. I HATED Tuesdays for a while (that was the day Cora was born), and I hated the 2nd of every month. And eventually, the calendar didn't jump off the wall to hit me in the face anymore.

But right now...it just hurts.
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