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November 23rd, 2009, 05:11 PM
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This thanksgiving is going to be tough.

The 26th makes a year from when we lost our precious Keegan.

The pain is still there, I had been doing great lately, other than the whole, I'll never get to do the stuff I'm doing w/Kaden, with Keegan. I still miss him terribly.

I have started having nightmares within the past few days about losing another baby to IC or finding out I'm pregnant and having a miscarriage soon, because Kaden is still a baby in my dreams. So that makes me wake up screaming and crying. I even woke up Kaden a few nights ago crying.

It hit me today, I took a couple extra zoloft, because I realized a year ago today was the last day I thought everything was perfect, then my world was turned upside down the next afternoon when I was admitted to the hospital 3cm dilated w/my membranes bulging and having heavy contractions, then the 24th was when they tried my cerclage and my membranes ruptured, I had to make the decision on the 25th to induce the morning of the 26th.

The baby is staying w/his cousin and grandma tonight so DH and I can have a night/day to grieve since we won't with the holidays coming up on his birthday. So, we're designating tonight.
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November 23rd, 2009, 05:47 PM
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I am so sorry hon. big HUGS. I wish there was more I could say or do.
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November 23rd, 2009, 05:57 PM
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November 23rd, 2009, 07:29 PM
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(((HUGS))) to you, hon. I hope this holiday will be gentle on you and your family
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November 23rd, 2009, 08:24 PM
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That's hard. We didn't get to do much of anything for Roald's birthday cause that was our discharge day.

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November 23rd, 2009, 08:29 PM
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sorry hun I know it is rough! Wish there was more I could say to make it better!!!!
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November 24th, 2009, 12:14 AM
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to you, Katie.
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November 24th, 2009, 09:57 AM
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It's hard.
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November 24th, 2009, 02:48 PM
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November 24th, 2009, 07:22 PM
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please be kind to yourself, and come talk to us when you need to.

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