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I know I have another topic already, but I thought my little girl deserved to have these words written down for all to see.
Your heart has stopped, and in two weeks if all goes well, I will deliver you, and send you home to heaven. Your name means Beautiful Angel, and I am trying to think of you not as born sleeping, but as born flying home to Heaven.
Babies should not die, no Mommy or Daddy or Family Member should have to go through this, what I have determined though is that those who have to go through this are some of the strongest people in the world, and in our own way, we all love you.
I have also been thinking about how I will go on not seeing your little face, watching you grow up, giving you away and having your own little babies. The one thing holding me together right now is knowing that every star, every cloud and every sunset and sunrise are witnessed by you, and that some day I will get to hold you again, and kiss away any tears you may have.
I just wish I could tell you that my sorrow is not your fault, that nothing is your fault, and that no matter what I will ALWAYS love you.I wish I could see you in your halo and wings, all full of beautiful life and wonder, I wish I could visit you in heaven and take a picture of you. I'm so sorry I couldn't bring you into this world breathing, and I hope you understand that If I could, I would move the world to make it happen.I hope that someday you will paint me a beautiful picture on the horizon, and that you will always remember to say your prayers at night