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December 4th, 2007, 05:21 PM
Brittanie's Avatar just me
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That every day that passes takes me further away from Cora. I hate that the distance is more than physical, because my memory of it dims. I have pictures, I have my journal entries, but I can't remember as well as I used to.

It's been 1 year, 7 months, and 2 days, and sometimes it feels like it never really happened. Like it was all some sort of really bad dream.


I hate that I feel like I'm forgetting her.
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December 4th, 2007, 05:29 PM
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I don't think you ever really forget. I think the love you have for her will never fade, so you haven't forgotten. ((HUGS))

I do hate that I can't smell him anymore. I used to smell his sent vividly. I also had a blanket that he was wrapped in but that scent has gone from it now too.
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December 4th, 2007, 11:27 PM
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hun cora is in your heart where ever you go or are she's with you, i know what you mean tho its nearly 3 years ago that i lost jessica i dont know where the time has gone its like ive been living in a dream too or should i say nightmare! i dont know how to explain how i ve lived my life since, i mean i get on with it and seem like im laughing and playing with the kids and getting on with christmas but at the centre of all this im always thinking of jessica and what she's doing or where she is! you may be frigtened of forgetting her but in your mind maybe without knowing your doing it youre thinking of her and when you really are having a bad day i bet you know all the memories you want and wont find it had remembering her x
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December 21st, 2007, 08:06 PM
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hun u never forget the sweet angels that have all touched our lifes believe me my oldest ange would have been 8 yrs old allready i mean its a bit dim but u never forget them at all
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December 24th, 2007, 12:11 PM
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I am so sorry Brit... I know what you mean. You won't forget, ever and someday you will be reunited and when that day comes the pain will just disappear. I feel that too. I took off the urn cross necklace because the chain broke twice and the M initial I wear chain broke too. (Jordan yanks on them). I just pray I will not forget what she looked like when I held her. I just want to wear the necklaces all the time to feel closer to her but I know Jordan would rip them off again so I have to keep them in a safe place.

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