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Today is Bryan Luke's 6 month angelversary. It has been half of a year since I lost my son. I still hurt so very much. No one remembered either which hurts more I think. It's the first month since he died that my DH didn't say something on the 4th. It's the first month that my mom didn't call on the 4th. It makes me wonder if everyone is forgetting... or just moving on. I don't feel like I'm stuck really... I'm moving forward. But I'm hurting. My arms hurt. I want to hold my son. I want to hear his cries and change his diapers and listen to his coos and everything. The only thing that makes it bearable is knowing that Bryan Luke is held by Jesus now. He is loved so much.
Plus, today I am now one week late for AF (I'm usually very reliable and especially now that I'm on the pill). But the HPT are all negative. So what is going on with my body NOW?! It makes me so angry!!
I am so sorry that it seems as if people are forgetting. It's only been 10 days since I delivered our son, stillborn, and I already feel as though people are forgetting. I wish you some peace and you are in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.
Happy 6 month angelversary to you son! It has almost been 4 months for me and I am wondering when it will get better. My family has pretty much moved on. **hugs** to you. I got preggo with DS on BCP. Remember what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. If you do happen to get a BFP, just think of it as your angel above sent you another angel for you to hold on earth.
It's always harder when you're the mother... you'll remember every significant date forever... and you should! It's so difficult not to be sensitive to other people forgetting and such... but maybe they just don't want to bring it up? No one can understand, and that's something you'll come to accept.
Don't worry about others, consider yourself!
On that note, happy 6 month angelversary Bryan Luke! He's looking over you <3
needs to make a siggy!!!