[*Bobbie*]

We timed things perfect this month. I have been using OPK's and charting without temping. I am on my second cycle since AF came back. I just can't help but wonder if I am even Oing. I wish there was a way to know for sure. I am pretty good at knowing all the signs and knowing my body but without temping I am at a loss for that certain feeling... KWIM? I can't temp because I only sleep about an hour at a time most nights. Either matthew wakes up, or I do because he is moving around.

I love TTC but for us it can be pretty stressful at times. We just tried SO hard to finally have Matthew and it was all so recent. What a roller coaster! A lot of the TTC stress is still fresh in our minds but we both want Matthew to have a full sibling. (We both have two other kids from our first marriages) We aren't getting any younger and the clock is ticking.


Anyways... I am 8dpo and so far BFN. I want to see two lines sooo bad I have even been dreaming I am PG. Even a really faint double line would be nice. I really hope this cycle is a lucky one.....

<everything crossed>